To Chrissy again

[Guest guest]

Hi Chrissy,

Well, I've read back a bit and I think I have a better idea how you

are feeling. I'm so sorry I got out of touch. It may seem like not

caring but it wasn't. It was just sick worry about Jim. I also got

really hooked on looking up stuff on the net about prostate cancer

and joined a support board. I really needed it at the time but am

calmer now.

I'm so sorry, Chrissy but please hang on in there!

You ARE an inspiration. Just think how much you have been through

and with so little time between each operation....and each

disappointment. I can understand how you are feeling. You know, I

think you will come through this as you have come through low times

before. I'm NOT minimising your situation......honestly. I couldn't.

I have been stunned at how strong you have been. Do you know anyone

else who would have been so strong? I don't think I do. It is your

very strength now which will make you such a wonderful support for

others in future work, whatever that may be. Indeed, you are that

support NOW, for so many, including me. That's a very special gift.

You haven't run away, as I did for a while, even when times have

been hard for you.

I don't know what more to say except that I'm thinking about you. I

wish I had the eloquence and wisdom to say more.

With love and warmest wishes,

Fliss (UK)