Guest guest Posted August 17, 2005 Report Share Posted August 17, 2005 , I had a doctors appt today. Things really are messed up with me. Dont think even they know what is going on. I got out to the car and I just sat there and cried. I think all that has been going on has finally got to me. I actually dont care if I live. In fact even hoped a car wreck would end it all. Came home, did some more crying. Do you think anyone noticed? I am the strong one, so everyone says, well this strong one cant go on and handle the battle of every day living for others and forget me anymore. Im crying now. Boy am I ever a mess. Not sure I will make it thru this. I have fought s battle for over 7 years and now this one with is still going on. No time for me or for anyone to care what happens to me. Maybe its a case of the pities today but I dont think so. Its been building up for some time. Going to go lay down again. Thanks for caring for me Jean Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 17, 2005 Report Share Posted August 17, 2005 Jean, I really think you need to go away for a few days to a week or so and take some Jean time. Have someone look after your husband (either friends/family or ask Home Health about a live in helper) and I know it won't be easy, but to stop thinking and worrying about your daughter's situation for a while...she is digging in her heels again, and that might not change for a while... Look up spas in your yellow pages, or ask your doctor about any retreats they can help you with so you can recharge your batteries, talk things out with strangers and reevaluate what and who needs to come first. You have put your husband and daughter first both times and there comes a time when you need to say..Hey, enough !!!! I'm fighting for everyone, and some of it is for naught....I can't do it anymore..I am not superwoman, I am your wife and mother... Your daughter needs to want to fight for her health for what you have been doing to be of any benefit. And she doesn't want to do that at this time. Doing this might shake her up enough to seek the help she needs... This site might be able to help you ...please look into it... http://www.retreatsonline.com/usa/indiana/default.htm love, Ward PAI Administration Support dceward@... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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