Fianlly I got my actiq.

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My family Dr. wrote the RX. I took it to a small pharmacy in our

town and they had to order it. I only got 30 because the price was

almost $600.00 I will send it in to the insurance and see what

happens with a letter for why I won't get it filled in pharmacy. We

will see if this takes care of the problem with pharmacy at the

hospital my husband works at. I had only 3 and I made them last me 5

days. I cannot take the liquid morphine as it hurts me more. When

ever I can find someone other that my husband I will waste it in

front of them, maybe my family Dr. that way there will be no

question as to what happened to it. I wasted alot of Duragesic in

front of the old pain management Dr. I had. If I wanted to be a drug

abuser I would have never done this. He is just a jerk. Now I can

eat again and not be soo miserable, thank you LORD! I just have to

make these last, we will go broke over them if I don't. I need to

get ahold of the ordering Dr. for my MRCP and get back to

Indianapolis for a visit with him to see if they can do anything. If

they offer surgery I will do it, but not until I see Joyce Meyers

and Hillsong in October, then I will do it. We saw Hillsong 2 years

ago in Fort Wayne, and it was so good. We looked and looked last

year to see if they were coming our way and no such luck. The

concerts are free and they take love offerings. It is so good to be

in a group of people that are all doing the thing they love, singing

Gods praises. I already told my husband I am not doing anything

until after this concert. He agreed with me.

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