back from hospital again...

October 3, 2005

hi I

went in by ambulance twice on Sunday night and Monday due to

vomiting meds and pain out of control. I am in New Zealand

They have found now through the Occupational phsyicain, that I have

a serious hea injury and have also recommended , my bos si snot

involved in my rehab due to harrassment.

I was there all day Monday am now home

They treated my finally with ketamine and midazolam, the first

ketamien Iv alaone did nto work .

My partenr refused to take me home until sorted then they used above

and I walked out

I was annoyed by one nurse who was obsessed with me who said that I

refused to go that my pain had been shown to find no cause did I

knwo this? and that were cust on my hands self harm.. i said NO my

cat arghhh

Where do they get there stupid things from!!!. They dotn understand

pain

I was discharged Monday morning at 8 am by 11 am I was again in a

bad way i went to my doc who sent me back in and ambulance.

They were miffed....but eventually when my pain doc turned up the

third time they treated me above and I was able to walk out.

It is humiliating these nurse who do not understand pain!! and you

feel that you whouldnt cause a scene...when you are alone but it

makes me angry now.

I said to my pain doc in frustration at the end when I could stand

it no longer doubled over in pain on a chair that they shoudl just

shoot me.... the pain I cant bring down.That Col woudlnt take me

hoem like this and he said no fun for him less for you. I said I

dont like being here but I am vomiting up meds.

I dont know why I keep endign up there.. I am now vomiting up meds

most nigth so had to go in. I again told him I didnt want to be here

I vomited on way home out of car as well.

Those nurses seem to think that we like being there.

I have been ther elike 8 times in a month. I shake my head is it

being triggered by the head injury as well as both seem to happen at

once.

Debs

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