despair and pain to Anyse

[Guest guest]

I do understand only too well exactly how you feel. All the struggles

I have made in my life have all been in vain. This is not how I

dreamed my life would be at this age. It has become a horrible never

ending nightmare. What I wouldn't give just for one small bit of good

news. Each day brings another micro tragedy which in itself would not

be so bad if it weren't preceded by one and no doubt to be followed by

another. I used to be so strong; strong body, strong will, strong

spirit. In a way I am glad no body has to see me like this. Yes Anyse

I do understand how you feel.