Guest guest Posted October 24, 2005 Report Share Posted October 24, 2005 I truly appreciate all the kinds words and support that ya'll had extended me when I told you of my latest visit with my PCP. The surgeons office called this morning and they want to see me in the clinic this week. I have been so very upset, dissappointed and down right depressed this whole weekend. I have been through so many surgeries and feel like I am just spinning my wheels going down deeper and deeper. I apologize for being such a downer and a gloomey gus but I am just so damn sad. Why is it so hard for me to just get better and go back to work. What horrible thing did I do to deserve this never ending torture. I just dont know how much more I can take before have a full blown break down. I used to be so strong, resilient, taking care of every body else. I feel so incredibly useless. thats not even including the pain, nausea and other gastric joys. I cant stop crying. Thanks for letting me vent, or whine if you will, and I do appreciate the support. I hope you are all doing as well as possible. Warmly, Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 24, 2005 Report Share Posted October 24, 2005 , Considering all that you have been through and are going through I think that you are pretty positive. I wish you the best of luck. Crystal Galloway Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 24, 2005 Report Share Posted October 24, 2005 , I can honestly tell you that you are not useless. Far from it. You are such a big part of this group & always kind & helpfull as well as informative. You will be in my thoughts & prayers. K. wrote: I truly appreciate all the kinds words and support that ya'll had extended me when I told you of my latest visit with my PCP. The surgeons office called this morning and they want to see me in the clinic this week. I have been so very upset, dissappointed and down right depressed this whole weekend. I have been through so many surgeries and feel like I am just spinning my wheels going down deeper and deeper. I apologize for being such a downer and a gloomey gus but I am just so damn sad. Why is it so hard for me to just get better and go back to work. What horrible thing did I do to deserve this never ending torture. I just dont know how much more I can take before have a full blown break down. I used to be so strong, resilient, taking care of every body else. I feel so incredibly useless. thats not even including the pain, nausea and other gastric joys. I cant stop crying. Thanks for letting me vent, or whine if you will, and I do appreciate the support. I hope you are all doing as well as possible. Warmly, Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 27, 2005 Report Share Posted October 27, 2005 Chrinstine, I am so sorry that you have been having such a hard time getting over all these surgeries. I can certainly understand how much it can take a toll on your emotional wellbeing too. I've had only two major surgeries and I have been avoiding a third and you've had way more than that. Everybody has those days when they can't stop crying and I wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you and you're in my prayers. I just read this post of yours and I wanted to give a hug cyber hug! Kimber -- Kimber Vallejo, CA hominid2@... Note: All advice given is personal opinion, not equal to that of a licensed physician or health care professional. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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