Cant stop crying-so I write

[Guest guest]

I dont know what my problem is but I am just so sad and cant stop

crying. I wake all night in tears and walk around with my head

down. I wont even answer the phone. Well as some of you may recall

I am a writer. Been published in a book of short stories, but I have

alwaysed used my writing as a way to let my feelings out. A

cleansing venue, if you will. I keep a journal and scribble all

kinds of things in it, not many make much sense. Well I wrote this

poem last night I would like to share it with you. I would love some

input on it.

INSIGHT

I have seen many wrongs;

but none I wish to regret.

I have had many pains;

but none I wish to forget.

I have felt disappointments that begged my soul to flee;

but the greatest disappointment is how I feel in me.

I hope all of ya'll are doing well. I am off with my eldest daughter

to get her computer fised, or at least attempt to.

Warmly,

[Guest guest]

Chrissy,

My heart is with you, and I know the time will come where you can

carry your head high and walk with that high spirit that I told you I

saw within you after our first lunch together. Your struggle is a

hard one, because each time you turn around you're faced with another

disappointment and a new challenge. I know that when you're ready,

you'll give your all to this challenge, even if it takes some time

for you to accept it.

Remember all of your friends who support you and care about your

spirit, as there are many, and they are here for you whenever you

need them.

Your poem is exceptional, you translate your inner hope, despite your

present disappointment. You need to write more!

I will call when I can - IF you'll answer the phone. Please be well.

With love, hope and prayers,

Heidi

Heidi H. Griffeth

South Carolina

SC State and SE Regional Rep.

PAI

Note: All comment or advice is based on personal experience or

opinion, and should not be substituted for professional medical

consultation.

[Guest guest]

,

Very good poem - I'd like to see some more of them!You're

in my thoughts and prayers as you go thru a difficult time.When I

start feeling down,I think of all the people that are worse off than

me - and there are plenty.I'm blessed with good family and good

friends(this board included),have a nice home and an angel for a

girlfriend(17 yrs.)I know everybody is different.Feel free to email

me anytime you want to talk.I'm a good listener!I'm dealing with

trying to get SSDI(3rd try)have CP,liver disease and kidney

disease,on top of a torn up back and arthritis.I have down days

too,but I really try to shake them off.

God Bless,

Pete(Fla)

>

> I dont know what my problem is but I am just so sad and cant stop

> crying. I wake all night in tears and walk around with my head

> down. I wont even answer the phone. Well as some of you may

recall

> I am a writer. Been published in a book of short stories, but I

have

> alwaysed used my writing as a way to let my feelings out. A

> cleansing venue, if you will. I keep a journal and scribble all

> kinds of things in it, not many make much sense. Well I wrote this

> poem last night I would like to share it with you. I would love

some

> input on it.

>

> INSIGHT

> I have seen many wrongs;

> but none I wish to regret.

>

> I have had many pains;

> but none I wish to forget.

>

> I have felt disappointments that begged my soul to flee;

> but the greatest disappointment is how I feel in me.

>

>

>

> I hope all of ya'll are doing well. I am off with my eldest

daughter

> to get her computer fised, or at least attempt to.

> Warmly,

>

>

[Guest guest]

,

Please don't blame yourself for this disease. You really have no control over

it & I think that is the hardest part of living with pancreatitis. Your poem is

beautiful but it concerns me. I don't want you to feal that you are suffering

from the symptoms of this disease because of something that you did or didn't

do.

Prayers to you,

K.

wrote:

I dont know what my problem is but I am just so sad and cant stop

crying. I wake all night in tears and walk around with my head

down. I wont even answer the phone. Well as some of you may recall

I am a writer. Been published in a book of short stories, but I have

alwaysed used my writing as a way to let my feelings out. A

cleansing venue, if you will. I keep a journal and scribble all

kinds of things in it, not many make much sense. Well I wrote this

poem last night I would like to share it with you. I would love some

input on it.

INSIGHT

I have seen many wrongs;

but none I wish to regret.

I have had many pains;

but none I wish to forget.

I have felt disappointments that begged my soul to flee;

but the greatest disappointment is how I feel in me.

I hope all of ya'll are doing well. I am off with my eldest daughter

to get her computer fised, or at least attempt to.

Warmly,