Thank you Heidi

[Guest guest]

I appreciate your kind words. I need to hear that, a little boost me

up, so to speak. I have not been feeling well and its difficult to

be encouraging when all you really want to do is cry. Its very

discourging to think that I have gone through all this torture and

still seem to be at square one. Then some times I think; its not

square one, but a totally new box with new situtations to deal with.

I have had so many organs removed from my guts the stuff remaining

just doesn't know what to do with it self. I think my liver stomach

and intestines are suffereing from empty nest syndrome.. all the

trouble children are gone and they have the whole place to

themselves..LOL

Ihave been trying to get out more. I took my 15 year old son, Tommy

and 2 of his buddies to a skate board shop and then to skate around

places that you dont find living inthe country. We had dinner and

everything. It was the first time I had spent time with them and

they just cracked me up. I am used to carrying girls around but

never boys. I was so surprised to hear them giggle and it was nice

to hear them laugh. They laughed at my jokes and one boy even told

Tommy he hada 'cool' Mom. I cant think of a better compliment from a

15yo boy. It was exhausting but as they were getting out of the car

they asked if we could do it again next week...LOL We'll see.

Speaking of sons, How is ?

There is a big oyster roast in the Village tomorrow I hope to get

to. We'll see. I have been craving oysters anyway. Hope to see you

soon.

Love,

Chrissy