New Member Freaking out!!!!!!!!! Help!!!

[Guest guest]

Ok I know that all of you here have probable experienced this or you

would not be in this group, but I just found out 4 weeks ago that i

am pregnant. I like did not have a CLUE!!!! I have been taking my

Birth Control pills FAITHFULLY and I have PCOD and was told that we

would have to do invitro(sp) because of the severity of the PCOD.

Imagine my shock going to the ER with " food Poisioning " to discover

that I am almost 4 months pregnant. I just had surgery 12/26/2003. I

have not seen my surgeon yet about this....Do I really need to? My

OB is a specialist and is the one that refered me to my surgeon for

my RNY. I am SCARED TO DEATH I am going to gain all this weight back

with the baby. I am 12 pounds from my goal weight of 150 and I have

not gained anything " so far " with the baby. However, I have not

changed my eating and exercise routine either. Please Help me.... I

am in utter shock still and need some support!!!! I feel like i am

in conflict with myself. On one hand I am super excited about the

baby because we have been trying for almost 5 years and on the other

hand I feel like Oh, crap why now what about my weight gain. I know

this is selfish, but it has been enough worrying the last few weeks

to put me in the crazy house. The other thing is I am worried there

is going to be something wrong with my Baby. I know that it does not

take much food to fill me up and I am just wondering how the poor

thing is not going to starve and have problems. Please help me to

understand that this is all going to be ok and GOD is going to take

care of it. I know I sound like a lunitic, but I am having an

emotional moment and I need someone to talk to.

Hugs,

TreAnn