Re: Re: Is it time to admit defeat?

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Leigh,I am the mother of a 12 asd son. In my heart I feel for you. Im sending a poem I wrote for parents just like you when you feel at theend of your rope. I hope it helps.Love and Blessings, Teri

The Precious Gift

I am here, your precious giftAlthough you may not see all of me nowI try to tell you a little about meIt’s just I don’t know how

I want you to know I truly feel your loveIt’s in everything you doYou work so hard for meFrom your heartLove like that always comes through

Yes I am hereAnd oh! How I love you, tooAlthough it may be hard for you to seeIt’s magnified in small moments and glancesAnd there’s so much more to come…So don’t give up on me

I am here and beautifulYour precious giftGiven especially to youYou are truly amazingAnd I am so gratefulFor everything you do

How blessed am I For your patience

and diligenceAnd in my soul I prayEverything you have doneAnd continue to doWill pay off some day

So in those moments you may feel discouragedOn those days it’s tough to get throughRemember me, your precious giftis waitingTo be opened by you

Teri Fernandez-

To:

mb12valtrex Sent: Wednesday, August 1, 2012 11:22 PM Subject: Re: Is it time to admit defeat?

Leigh,

I have not been on this group for a while...but I will tell you what I have told others in the past and that is God is the ultimate healer..and the great thing is there is no limits to what he can heal ...I have been havin a hard time with my son as I believe the old house I moved into is full of mold and lead.and I have been dealing with regression.

pretty ironic when you consider the fact part of the reason I moved the boonies is to get away from the pollution of the citys. so I get fustrated and I still have my screaming episodes (only this time not in my car,I can do it in my back yard next to cows) and then I pray. ask God to do his will...if it is his will for my son to be healed then guide me because I want this child healed and we both deserve good things. then I ask for strength..I have built upsome hard core body armor so I can ask for strength to get thru the day....but there was a time I would have to ask God to give me strength to get thru the next five minutes...and then I would have to ask him to get me thru the next five minutes aftr that.

there is a book called "he is not autisitc but..."

by tenna merchant this wasnt the greatest biomed book I ever read but it was the greatest autism book I ever read because she was the person that told me God can heal anything...I will be 90 years old if I lived that long chasing my son around with MMS enemas....

we hope....because that is something we all need..

be not discouraged nor dismayed,,be still and know that I am God.

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > > Our son 8 non verbal and like that feel worn out we are broke and not seen

> > > much progress with 6 years of biomed and everything tried.just joined

> > > facebook MMS group run by kerri Riviera she has had 39 recoveries in 20

> > > months,def worth a shot,maybe look into it. Its so hard to keep hope alive

> > > but I know he is in there so have to keep looking to find the way

> > > Let your email find you with BlackBerry® from Vodafone

> > > ------------------------------

> > > *From: *"Christel Church" <revchristelking@>

> > > *Sender: mailto:%2Amb12valtrex%40yahoogroups.com

> > > *Date: *Sun, 8 Apr 2012 18:13:17 -0400

> > > *To: *<mailto:mb12valtrex%40yahoogroups.com>

> > > *ReplyTo: mailto:%2Amb12valtrex%40yahoogroups.com

> > > *Subject: *Re: Is it time to admit defeat?

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > > I feel the pain in your email and want you to know that at the very least

> > > I am praying for you. good news she is still SHE! you still love her, she

> > > hasn't changed and recovery or not she is still amazing! she still has

> > > hopes and dreams! you job focus now may shift to helping her still acheieve

> > > those. helping her work on what you CAN change. you can still offer her as

> > > much health as you can, you can help her avoid triggers for seizers, you

> > > can research what she has and find resources on it, and you can help get

> > > her to drs that are more refinded in her areas to help her be the

> > > healthiest HER! different road then you hoped yes, the end of the road

> > > no! don't EVER give up! its what I love about amy yasko. she is a dr who

> > > works around gene issue and has found you can turn them off and on and

> > > assist them in functioning like healthy genes even with right nutrition.

> > > you have a step up in that. they may be the new direction to look in and

> > > see if there is something on that road that can help you

> > >

> > >

> > > *From:* schnuppit@

> > > *Sent:* Tuesday, March 20, 2012 4:25 PM

> > > *To:* mailto:mb12valtrex%40yahoogroups.com

> > > *Subject:* Is it time to admit defeat?

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > > As a mother of a 7 year old daughter who has been doing biomedical et al

> > > since 3 and worrying for my child for 7 years I feel like I have come to

> > > the end of the road. I dont want to get out of bed in the morning. Pathetic

> > > yes but after all this hope and prayer and hard work we have recently found

> > > out my daughter has a gene duplication 22 blocks speech and motor. We have

> > > have done everything under the sun from naturals...diets all protocols

> > > NIDS, ac chelation, etc etc and we just cant recover her. She is now stuck

> > > in this limbo of not in the completely non- functional world and and not

> > > the typical world and the worst part is she knows it! This is the part that

> > > kills me. I cant protect from the world. I can't make the kids be friends

> > > with her because her speech is poor and her ability to articulate her

> > > thoughts is so blocked. She asks me everyday when is she going to talk like

> > > the kids, when will she have friends and I dont want to lie. She also is

> > > excited to grow up and have a family and children of her own and my heart

> > > breaks. She is screwed! And there is not a single thing I can do anymore.

> > >

> > > To make matters worse they have just found on her MRI i malformation which

> > > will give her a 90% chance of getting seizures. The could be huge and they

> > > might not be treatable with meds...we wont know till they happen. I believe

> > > in prayer but am now not naive enough to know the possibility of fully

> > > recovering my child is pretty slim. How do I live? When I thought i could

> > > heal her I had hope and now that is stolen from us I need to come to accept

> > > this reality but for some reason I cannot. I am weak and watching her

> > > suffer everyday seems too much for me. I know intellectually I should be

> > > there for her but I don't seem to be able to pull it together.

> > >

> > > I know there are mom's out there with children in the worst possible

> > > conditions and am wondering how you pull it together for child and other

> > > people. I cant even socialize anymore as I am no longer able to fake for

> > > the rest of the people. We do not have other children as we had put our

> > > focus on recovering her thinking we could.

> > >

> > > Leigh

> > >

> > > No virus found in this message.

> > > Checked by AVG - www.avg.com

> > > Version: 2012.0.1913 / Virus Database: 2114/4883 - Release Date: 03/20/12

> > >

> > >

> > >

> >

> >

> >

> > --

> > Cotter

> > 4 Pollerton Manor

> > Carlow

> > 059 9134964

> > 087 2637921

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Hi Channa!

I felt really bad while reading your email.

I have been chasing recovery from autism for my son for the last 2 years.

Recovery is possible and persistance and patience will most likely yeld the result.

Please see below resources for education and inspiration.

What I have understood about autism thus far that its vicious cycle of viral attack and body metal retention.

I've just got my son tested with Doctor's Data and he has lead exceeding 300% the norm.

By looking back to all I've learned, solution seems to be chelation and viral treatment.

Because, in my husband opinion, its a chicken and egg situation - virus eats on metals, body cannot properly detoxify. So, we decided to address them both!!

There is also very promising information located on the Dr Amy Yasko website:

www.holistichealth.com - in short this Dr completes DNA's test and treats condition on the cell level. But idea is the same, just more fundemental approach.

Another useful web is www.autism.com

Book that gave us a lot of information was a book Children with Starving Brains: A Medical Treatment Guide for Autism Spectrum Disorder by Jacquelyn McCandless.

I hope all the above will give more information and be helpful in your search for recovery!!

With warm wishes,

Tetyana

To: mb12valtrex Sent: Wednesday, August 1, 2012 11:22:00 PMSubject: Re: Is it time to admit defeat?

Leigh,I have not been on this group for a while...but I will tell you what I have told others in the past and that is God is the ultimate healer..and the great thing is there is no limits to what he can heal ...I have been havin a hard time with my son as I believe the old house I moved into is full of mold and lead.and I have been dealing with regression.pretty ironic when you consider the fact part of the reason I moved the boonies is to get away from the pollution of the citys. so I get fustrated and I still have my screaming episodes (only this time not in my car,I can do it in my back yard next to cows) and then I pray. ask God to do his will...if it is his will for my son to be healed then guide me because I want this child healed and we both deserve good things. then I ask for strength..I have built upsome hard core body armor so I can ask for strength to get thru the day....but there was a time I would have to ask God to give me

strength to get thru the next five minutes...and then I would have to ask him to get me thru the next five minutes aftr that.there is a book called "he is not autisitc but..."by tenna merchant this wasnt the greatest biomed book I ever read but it was the greatest autism book I ever read because she was the person that told me God can heal anything...I will be 90 years old if I lived that long chasing my son around with MMS enemas....we hope....because that is something we all need..be not discouraged nor dismayed,,be still and know that I am God.> > >> > >> > >> > > Our son 8 non verbal and like that feel worn out

we are broke and not seen> > > much progress with 6 years of biomed and everything tried.just joined> > > facebook MMS group run by kerri Riviera she has had 39 recoveries in 20> > > months,def worth a shot,maybe look into it. Its so hard to keep hope alive> > > but I know he is in there so have to keep looking to find the way> > > Let your email find you with BlackBerry® from Vodafone> > > ------------------------------> > > *From: *"Christel Church" <revchristelking@>> > > *Sender: mailto:%2Amb12valtrex%40yahoogroups.com> > > *Date: *Sun, 8 Apr 2012 18:13:17 -0400> > > *To: *<mailto:mb12valtrex%40yahoogroups.com>> > > *ReplyTo: mailto:%2Amb12valtrex%40yahoogroups.com> > > *Subject: *Re: Is it time to admit defeat?> > >> > >> > >> > > I feel the pain in your email and want you to know that at the very least> > > I am praying for you. good news she is still SHE! you still love her, she> > > hasn't changed and recovery or not she is still amazing! she still has> > > hopes and dreams! you job focus now may shift to helping her still acheieve> > > those. helping her work on what you CAN change. you can still offer her as> > > much health as you can, you can help her avoid triggers for seizers,

you> > > can research what she has and find resources on it, and you can help get> > > her to drs that are more refinded in her areas to help her be the> > > healthiest HER! different road then you hoped yes, the end of the road> > > no! don't EVER give up! its what I love about amy yasko. she is a dr who> > > works around gene issue and has found you can turn them off and on and> > > assist them in functioning like healthy genes even with right nutrition.> > > you have a step up in that. they may be the new direction to look in and> > > see if there is something on that road that can help you> > >> > >> > > *From:* schnuppit@> > > *Sent:* Tuesday, March 20, 2012 4:25 PM> > > *To:* mailto:mb12valtrex%40yahoogroups.com> > > *Subject:* Is it time to admit defeat?> > >> > >> > >> > > As a mother of a 7 year old daughter who has been doing biomedical et al> > > since 3 and worrying for my child for 7 years I feel like I have come to> > > the end of the road. I dont want to get out of bed in the morning. Pathetic> > > yes but after all this hope and prayer and hard work we have recently found> > > out my daughter has a gene duplication 22 blocks speech and motor. We have> > > have done everything under the sun from naturals...diets all protocols> > > NIDS, ac chelation, etc etc and we just cant recover her. She is now stuck> > > in this limbo of not in the completely non- functional world and and not> > >

the typical world and the worst part is she knows it! This is the part that> > > kills me. I cant protect from the world. I can't make the kids be friends> > > with her because her speech is poor and her ability to articulate her> > > thoughts is so blocked. She asks me everyday when is she going to talk like> > > the kids, when will she have friends and I dont want to lie. She also is> > > excited to grow up and have a family and children of her own and my heart> > > breaks. She is screwed! And there is not a single thing I can do anymore.> > >> > > To make matters worse they have just found on her MRI i malformation which> > > will give her a 90% chance of getting seizures. The could be huge and they> > > might not be treatable with meds...we wont know till they happen. I believe> > > in prayer but am now not

naive enough to know the possibility of fully> > > recovering my child is pretty slim. How do I live? When I thought i could> > > heal her I had hope and now that is stolen from us I need to come to accept> > > this reality but for some reason I cannot. I am weak and watching her> > > suffer everyday seems too much for me. I know intellectually I should be> > > there for her but I don't seem to be able to pull it together.> > >> > > I know there are mom's out there with children in the worst possible> > > conditions and am wondering how you pull it together for child and other> > > people. I cant even socialize anymore as I am no longer able to fake for> > > the rest of the people. We do not have other children as we had put our> > > focus on recovering her thinking we could.> > >> > >

Leigh> > >> > > No virus found in this message.> > > Checked by AVG - www.avg.com> > > Version: 2012.0.1913 / Virus Database: 2114/4883 - Release Date: 03/20/12> > >> > > > > >> > > > > > > > -- > > Cotter> > 4 Pollerton Manor> > Carlow> > 059 9134964> > 087 2637921> >>

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Wonderful!!!!Sent from my iPhone

Leigh,I am the mother of a 12 asd son. In my heart I feel for you. Im sending a poem I wrote for parents just like you when you feel at theend of your rope. I hope it helps.Love and Blessings, Teri

The Precious Gift

I am here, your precious giftAlthough you may not see all of me nowI try to tell you a little about meIt’s just I don’t know how

I want you to know I truly feel your loveIt’s in everything you doYou work so hard for meFrom your heartLove like that always comes through

Yes I am hereAnd oh! How I love you, tooAlthough it may be hard for you to seeIt’s magnified in small moments and glancesAnd there’s so much more to come…So don’t give up on me

I am here and beautifulYour precious giftGiven especially to youYou are truly amazingAnd I am so gratefulFor everything you do

How blessed am I For your patience

and diligenceAnd in my soul I prayEverything you have doneAnd continue to doWill pay off some day

So in those moments you may feel discouragedOn those days it’s tough to get throughRemember me, your precious giftis waitingTo be opened by you

Teri Fernandez-

To:

mb12valtrex Sent: Wednesday, August 1, 2012 11:22 PM Subject: Re: Is it time to admit defeat?

Leigh,

I have not been on this group for a while...but I will tell you what I have told others in the past and that is God is the ultimate healer..and the great thing is there is no limits to what he can heal ...I have been havin a hard time with my son as I believe the old house I moved into is full of mold and lead.and I have been dealing with regression.

pretty ironic when you consider the fact part of the reason I moved the boonies is to get away from the pollution of the citys. so I get fustrated and I still have my screaming episodes (only this time not in my car,I can do it in my back yard next to cows) and then I pray. ask God to do his will...if it is his will for my son to be healed then guide me because I want this child healed and we both deserve good things. then I ask for strength..I have built upsome hard core body armor so I can ask for strength to get thru the day....but there was a time I would have to ask God to give me strength to get thru the next five minutes...and then I would have to ask him to get me thru the next five minutes aftr that.

there is a book called "he is not autisitc but..."

by tenna merchant this wasnt the greatest biomed book I ever read but it was the greatest autism book I ever read because she was the person that told me God can heal anything...I will be 90 years old if I lived that long chasing my son around with MMS enemas....

we hope....because that is something we all need..

be not discouraged nor dismayed,,be still and know that I am God.

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > > Our son 8 non verbal and like that feel worn out we are broke and not seen

> > > much progress with 6 years of biomed and everything tried.just joined

> > > facebook MMS group run by kerri Riviera she has had 39 recoveries in 20

> > > months,def worth a shot,maybe look into it. Its so hard to keep hope alive

> > > but I know he is in there so have to keep looking to find the way

> > > Let your email find you with BlackBerry® from Vodafone

> > > ------------------------------

> > > *From: *"Christel Church" <revchristelking@>

> > > *Sender: mailto:%2Amb12valtrex%40yahoogroups.com

> > > *Date: *Sun, 8 Apr 2012 18:13:17 -0400

> > > *To: *<mailto:mb12valtrex%40yahoogroups.com>

> > > *ReplyTo: mailto:%2Amb12valtrex%40yahoogroups.com

> > > *Subject: *Re: Is it time to admit defeat?

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > > I feel the pain in your email and want you to know that at the very least

> > > I am praying for you. good news she is still SHE! you still love her, she

> > > hasn't changed and recovery or not she is still amazing! she still has

> > > hopes and dreams! you job focus now may shift to helping her still acheieve

> > > those. helping her work on what you CAN change. you can still offer her as

> > > much health as you can, you can help her avoid triggers for seizers, you

> > > can research what she has and find resources on it, and you can help get

> > > her to drs that are more refinded in her areas to help her be the

> > > healthiest HER! different road then you hoped yes, the end of the road

> > > no! don't EVER give up! its what I love about amy yasko. she is a dr who

> > > works around gene issue and has found you can turn them off and on and

> > > assist them in functioning like healthy genes even with right nutrition.

> > > you have a step up in that. they may be the new direction to look in and

> > > see if there is something on that road that can help you

> > >

> > >

> > > *From:* schnuppit@

> > > *Sent:* Tuesday, March 20, 2012 4:25 PM

> > > *To:* mailto:mb12valtrex%40yahoogroups.com

> > > *Subject:* Is it time to admit defeat?

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > > As a mother of a 7 year old daughter who has been doing biomedical et al

> > > since 3 and worrying for my child for 7 years I feel like I have come to

> > > the end of the road. I dont want to get out of bed in the morning. Pathetic

> > > yes but after all this hope and prayer and hard work we have recently found

> > > out my daughter has a gene duplication 22 blocks speech and motor. We have

> > > have done everything under the sun from naturals...diets all protocols

> > > NIDS, ac chelation, etc etc and we just cant recover her. She is now stuck

> > > in this limbo of not in the completely non- functional world and and not

> > > the typical world and the worst part is she knows it! This is the part that

> > > kills me. I cant protect from the world. I can't make the kids be friends

> > > with her because her speech is poor and her ability to articulate her

> > > thoughts is so blocked. She asks me everyday when is she going to talk like

> > > the kids, when will she have friends and I dont want to lie. She also is

> > > excited to grow up and have a family and children of her own and my heart

> > > breaks. She is screwed! And there is not a single thing I can do anymore.

> > >

> > > To make matters worse they have just found on her MRI i malformation which

> > > will give her a 90% chance of getting seizures. The could be huge and they

> > > might not be treatable with meds...we wont know till they happen. I believe

> > > in prayer but am now not naive enough to know the possibility of fully

> > > recovering my child is pretty slim. How do I live? When I thought i could

> > > heal her I had hope and now that is stolen from us I need to come to accept

> > > this reality but for some reason I cannot. I am weak and watching her

> > > suffer everyday seems too much for me. I know intellectually I should be

> > > there for her but I don't seem to be able to pull it together.

> > >

> > > I know there are mom's out there with children in the worst possible

> > > conditions and am wondering how you pull it together for child and other

> > > people. I cant even socialize anymore as I am no longer able to fake for

> > > the rest of the people. We do not have other children as we had put our

> > > focus on recovering her thinking we could.

> > >

> > > Leigh

> > >

> > > No virus found in this message.

> > > Checked by AVG - www.avg.com

> > > Version: 2012.0.1913 / Virus Database: 2114/4883 - Release Date: 03/20/12

> > >

> > >

> > >

> >

> >

> >

> > --

> > Cotter

> > 4 Pollerton Manor

> > Carlow

> > 059 9134964

> > 087 2637921

> >

>

[Guest guest]

i think you meant this email for leigh

channa

To: "mb12valtrex " <mb12valtrex > Sent: Friday, August 3, 2012 6:43 AMSubject: Re: Re: Is it time to admit defeat?

Hi Channa!

I felt really bad while reading your email.

I have been chasing recovery from autism for my son for the last 2 years.

Recovery is possible and persistance and patience will most likely yeld the result.

Please see below resources for education and inspiration.

What I have understood about autism thus far that its vicious cycle of viral attack and body metal retention.

I've just got my son tested with Doctor's Data and he has lead exceeding 300% the norm.

By looking back to all I've learned, solution seems to be chelation and viral treatment.

Because, in my husband opinion, its a chicken and egg situation - virus eats on metals, body cannot properly detoxify. So, we decided to address them both!!

There is also very promising information located on the Dr Amy Yasko website:

http://www.holistichealth.com/ - in short this Dr completes DNA's test and treats condition on the cell level. But idea is the same, just more fundemental approach.

Another useful web is http://www.autism.com/

Book that gave us a lot of information was a book Children with Starving Brains: A Medical Treatment Guide for Autism Spectrum Disorder by Jacquelyn McCandless.

I hope all the above will give more information and be helpful in your search for recovery!!

With warm wishes,

Tetyana

To: mb12valtrex Sent: Wednesday, August 1, 2012 11:22:00 PMSubject: Re: Is it time to admit defeat?

Leigh,I have not been on this group for a while...but I will tell you what I have told others in the past and that is God is the ultimate healer..and the great thing is there is no limits to what he can heal ...I have been havin a hard time with my son as I believe the old house I moved into is full of mold and lead.and I have been dealing with regression.pretty ironic when you consider the fact part of the reason I moved the boonies is to get away from the pollution of the citys. so I get fustrated and I still have my screaming episodes (only this time not in my car,I can do it in my back yard next to cows) and then I pray. ask God to do his will...if it is his will for my son to be healed then guide me because I want this child healed and we both deserve good things. then I ask for strength..I have built upsome hard core body armor so I can ask for strength to get thru the day....but there was a time I would have to ask God to give me

strength to get thru the next five minutes...and then I would have to ask him to get me thru the next five minutes aftr that.there is a book called "he is not autisitc but..."by tenna merchant this wasnt the greatest biomed book I ever read but it was the greatest autism book I ever read because she was the person that told me God can heal anything...I will be 90 years old if I lived that long chasing my son around with MMS enemas....we hope....because that is something we all need..be not discouraged nor dismayed,,be still and know that I am God.> > >> > >> > >> > > Our son 8 non verbal and like that feel worn out

we are broke and not seen> > > much progress with 6 years of biomed and everything tried.just joined> > > facebook MMS group run by kerri Riviera she has had 39 recoveries in 20> > > months,def worth a shot,maybe look into it. Its so hard to keep hope alive> > > but I know he is in there so have to keep looking to find the way> > > Let your email find you with BlackBerry® from Vodafone> > > ------------------------------> > > *From: *"Christel Church" <revchristelking@>> > > *Sender: mailto:%2Amb12valtrex%40yahoogroups.com> > > *Date: *Sun, 8 Apr 2012 18:13:17 -0400> > > *To: *<mailto:mb12valtrex%40yahoogroups.com>> > > *ReplyTo: mailto:%2Amb12valtrex%40yahoogroups.com> > > *Subject: *Re: Is it time to admit defeat?> > >> > >> > >> > > I feel the pain in your email and want you to know that at the very least> > > I am praying for you. good news she is still SHE! you still love her, she> > > hasn't changed and recovery or not she is still amazing! she still has> > > hopes and dreams! you job focus now may shift to helping her still acheieve> > > those. helping her work on what you CAN change. you can still offer her as> > > much health as you can, you can help her avoid triggers for seizers,

you> > > can research what she has and find resources on it, and you can help get> > > her to drs that are more refinded in her areas to help her be the> > > healthiest HER! different road then you hoped yes, the end of the road> > > no! don't EVER give up! its what I love about amy yasko. she is a dr who> > > works around gene issue and has found you can turn them off and on and> > > assist them in functioning like healthy genes even with right nutrition.> > > you have a step up in that. they may be the new direction to look in and> > > see if there is something on that road that can help you> > >> > >> > > *From:* schnuppit@> > > *Sent:* Tuesday, March 20, 2012 4:25 PM> > > *To:* mailto:mb12valtrex%40yahoogroups.com> > > *Subject:* Is it time to admit defeat?> > >> > >> > >> > > As a mother of a 7 year old daughter who has been doing biomedical et al> > > since 3 and worrying for my child for 7 years I feel like I have come to> > > the end of the road. I dont want to get out of bed in the morning. Pathetic> > > yes but after all this hope and prayer and hard work we have recently found> > > out my daughter has a gene duplication 22 blocks speech and motor. We have> > > have done everything under the sun from naturals...diets all protocols> > > NIDS, ac chelation, etc etc and we just cant recover her. She is now stuck> > > in this limbo of not in the completely non- functional world and and not> > >

the typical world and the worst part is she knows it! This is the part that> > > kills me. I cant protect from the world. I can't make the kids be friends> > > with her because her speech is poor and her ability to articulate her> > > thoughts is so blocked. She asks me everyday when is she going to talk like> > > the kids, when will she have friends and I dont want to lie. She also is> > > excited to grow up and have a family and children of her own and my heart> > > breaks. She is screwed! And there is not a single thing I can do anymore.> > >> > > To make matters worse they have just found on her MRI i malformation which> > > will give her a 90% chance of getting seizures. The could be huge and they> > > might not be treatable with meds...we wont know till they happen. I believe> > > in prayer but am now not

naive enough to know the possibility of fully> > > recovering my child is pretty slim. How do I live? When I thought i could> > > heal her I had hope and now that is stolen from us I need to come to accept> > > this reality but for some reason I cannot. I am weak and watching her> > > suffer everyday seems too much for me. I know intellectually I should be> > > there for her but I don't seem to be able to pull it together.> > >> > > I know there are mom's out there with children in the worst possible> > > conditions and am wondering how you pull it together for child and other> > > people. I cant even socialize anymore as I am no longer able to fake for> > > the rest of the people. We do not have other children as we had put our> > > focus on recovering her thinking we could.> > >> > >

Leigh> > >> > > No virus found in this message.> > > Checked by AVG - www.avg.com> > > Version: 2012.0.1913 / Virus Database: 2114/4883 - Release Date: 03/20/12> > >> > > > > >> > > > > > > > -- > > Cotter> > 4 Pollerton Manor> > Carlow> > 059 9134964> > 087 2637921> >>

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oh, probably!I wrote it around 6 am in the morning being rushed by husband! lol Tetyana To: "mb12valtrex " <mb12valtrex >

Sent: Friday, August 3, 2012 6:53:19 PM Subject: Re: Re: Is it time to admit defeat?

i think you meant this email for leigh

channa

To: "mb12valtrex " <mb12valtrex > Sent: Friday, August 3, 2012 6:43 AMSubject: Re: Re: Is it time to admit defeat?

Hi Channa!

I felt really bad while reading your email.

I have been chasing recovery from autism for my son for the last 2 years.

Recovery is possible and persistance and patience will most likely yeld the result.

Please see below resources for education and inspiration.

What I have understood about autism thus far that its vicious cycle of viral attack and body metal retention.

I've just got my son tested with Doctor's Data and he has lead exceeding 300% the norm.

By looking back to all I've learned, solution seems to be chelation and viral treatment.

Because, in my husband opinion, its a chicken and egg situation - virus eats on metals, body cannot properly detoxify. So, we decided to address them both!!

There is also very promising information located on the Dr Amy Yasko website:

http://www.holistichealth.com/ - in short this Dr completes DNA's test and treats condition on the cell level. But idea is the same, just more fundemental approach.

Another useful web is http://www.autism.com/

Book that gave us a lot of information was a book Children with Starving Brains: A Medical Treatment Guide for Autism Spectrum Disorder by Jacquelyn McCandless.

I hope all the above will give more information and be helpful in your search for recovery!!

With warm wishes,

Tetyana

To: mb12valtrex Sent: Wednesday, August 1, 2012 11:22:00 PMSubject: Re: Is it time to admit defeat?

Leigh,I have not been on this group for a while...but I will tell you what I have told others in the past and that is God is the ultimate healer..and the great thing is there is no limits to what he can heal ...I have been havin a hard time with my son as I believe the old house I moved into is full of mold and lead.and I have been dealing with regression.pretty ironic when you consider the fact part of the reason I moved the boonies is to get away from the pollution of the citys. so I get fustrated and I still have my screaming episodes (only this time not in my car,I can do it in my back yard next to cows) and then I pray. ask God to do his will...if it is his will for my son to be healed then guide me because I want this child healed and we both deserve good things. then I ask for strength..I have built upsome hard core body armor so I can ask for strength to get thru the day....but there was a time I would have to ask God to give me

strength to get thru the next five minutes...and then I would have to ask him to get me thru the next five minutes aftr that.there is a book called "he is not autisitc but..."by tenna merchant this wasnt the greatest biomed book I ever read but it was the greatest autism book I ever read because she was the person that told me God can heal anything...I will be 90 years old if I lived that long chasing my son around with MMS enemas....we hope....because that is something we all need..be not discouraged nor dismayed,,be still and know that I am God.> > >> > >> > >> > > Our son 8 non verbal and like that feel worn

out

we are broke and not seen> > > much progress with 6 years of biomed and everything tried.just joined> > > facebook MMS group run by kerri Riviera she has had 39 recoveries in 20> > > months,def worth a shot,maybe look into it. Its so hard to keep hope alive> > > but I know he is in there so have to keep looking to find the way> > > Let your email find you with BlackBerry® from Vodafone> > > ------------------------------> > > *From: *"Christel Church" <revchristelking@>> > > *Sender: mailto:%2Amb12valtrex%40yahoogroups.com> > > *Date: *Sun, 8 Apr 2012 18:13:17 -0400> > > *To: *<mailto:mb12valtrex%40yahoogroups.com>> > > *ReplyTo: mailto:%2Amb12valtrex%40yahoogroups.com> > > *Subject: *Re: Is it time to admit defeat?> > >> > >> > >> > > I feel the pain in your email and want you to know that at the very least> > > I am praying for you. good news she is still SHE! you still love her, she> > > hasn't changed and recovery or not she is still amazing! she still has> > > hopes and dreams! you job focus now may shift to helping her still acheieve> > > those. helping her work on what you CAN change. you can still offer her as> > > much health as you can, you can help her avoid triggers for

seizers,

you> > > can research what she has and find resources on it, and you can help get> > > her to drs that are more refinded in her areas to help her be the> > > healthiest HER! different road then you hoped yes, the end of the road> > > no! don't EVER give up! its what I love about amy yasko. she is a dr who> > > works around gene issue and has found you can turn them off and on and> > > assist them in functioning like healthy genes even with right nutrition.> > > you have a step up in that. they may be the new direction to look in and> > > see if there is something on that road that can help you> > >> > >> > > *From:* schnuppit@> > > *Sent:* Tuesday, March 20, 2012 4:25 PM> > > *To:* mailto:mb12valtrex%40yahoogroups.com> > > *Subject:* Is it time to admit defeat?> > >> > >> > >> > > As a mother of a 7 year old daughter who has been doing biomedical et al> > > since 3 and worrying for my child for 7 years I feel like I have come to> > > the end of the road. I dont want to get out of bed in the morning. Pathetic> > > yes but after all this hope and prayer and hard work we have recently found> > > out my daughter has a gene duplication 22 blocks speech and motor. We have> > > have done everything under the sun from naturals...diets all protocols> > > NIDS, ac chelation, etc etc and we just cant recover her. She is now stuck> > > in this limbo of not in the completely non- functional world and and not> > >

the typical world and the worst part is she knows it! This is the part that> > > kills me. I cant protect from the world. I can't make the kids be friends> > > with her because her speech is poor and her ability to articulate her> > > thoughts is so blocked. She asks me everyday when is she going to talk like> > > the kids, when will she have friends and I dont want to lie. She also is> > > excited to grow up and have a family and children of her own and my heart> > > breaks. She is screwed! And there is not a single thing I can do anymore.> > >> > > To make matters worse they have just found on her MRI i malformation which> > > will give her a 90% chance of getting seizures. The could be huge and they> > > might not be treatable with meds...we wont know till they happen. I believe> > > in prayer but am now not

naive enough to know the possibility of fully> > > recovering my child is pretty slim. How do I live? When I thought i could> > > heal her I had hope and now that is stolen from us I need to come to accept> > > this reality but for some reason I cannot. I am weak and watching her> > > suffer everyday seems too much for me. I know intellectually I should be> > > there for her but I don't seem to be able to pull it together.> > >> > > I know there are mom's out there with children in the worst possible> > > conditions and am wondering how you pull it together for child and other> > > people. I cant even socialize anymore as I am no longer able to fake for> > > the rest of the people. We do not have other children as we had put our> > > focus on recovering her thinking we could.> > >> > >

Leigh> > >> > > No virus found in this message.> > > Checked by AVG - www.avg.com> > > Version: 2012.0.1913 / Virus Database: 2114/4883 - Release Date: 03/20/12> > >> > > > > >> > > > > > > > -- > > Cotter> > 4 Pollerton Manor> > Carlow> > 059 9134964> > 087 2637921> >>