Should I keep my secret.....

October 25, 2004

HI Everyone,

I am Torn with Telling my family about the pregnancy and keeping it

to my self. , and I and 2 close friends only know about the

pregnancy (well and all of you ) I decided not to tell my Family

including my children until I was about 3-4 months along I have lots

2 babies 1 in 97 and one in July -04 just barely 3 1/2 months ago so

you can see why I am a little shy to tell everyone. Both My babies

were lost in the 2nd trimester, at 14+ weeks Both you were able to

tell the sex. I have gotten the most insensitive remarks after I

lost Even people asking me what the baby looked like. If he

actually looked like a baby etc.... I owned my own consignment store

at the time so Everyone in our small little town knew So I did not

want my pregnancy t be public again, I closed my store so I did not

have to deal with it again. And could have an easy pregnancy. BUT

Should I tell my family ? I do not want my girls to go through the

Sadness of another Lost Sibling , IF something bad happened again.

My Mother I have a feeling will be able to tell SOON She just can

she is My mother and this is my 5th pregnancy afterall. PLUS She

knew howw tired I was and how I could barely get out of bed some

times with my last pregnancy and how I had to force my self to eat..

she is not stupid. hehe!!

I kind of wanted to wait until Christmas I will be about 13 weeks at

Christmas and at 14 weeks I lost both of the other babies so I am

kind of scared of doing this ......maybe Put it in all of our

christmas cards ....

Sign the card,

Love , Jenni, Michelea, la, and baby to be EDD 06-26-05

What do you all think ??

Jenni

Mom to Michelea 9 la 5 and 2 Angels Tyler 1-25-97and 7-

05-04

EDD 6-26-05

WLS 9-15-03 299/173

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