frustration... impatience! lol

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Here is a little background. I had open RNY 150 cm bypassed 3/31/03 starting in

at 367.5 lbs. I am now bouncing around between 230 and 235 (since January).

Before surgery I had been diagnosed with PCOS.. my periods were very few and

VERY far between. My daughter was born in 1992 and was a first try baby. At her

birth I had an 8 lb ovarian cyst and they had to remove my right ovary. THIS is

when my cycles went haywire and I started getting all the signs of PCOS. I had

my son in 1997 (conceived him during a 6 month dry spell) and did not use BC

until a month before WLS and only conceived once during that 6 something years

and had a very early term miscarriage. Fast forward to 6 months ago... I stopped

taking the BC pill and avoided " that time of month " because my dh was still not

sure he wanted another. This past month was the 1st " real " month of trying (were

together 5 times during that few day spread) and according to an ovulation

predictor I ovulated on day 17 and today is day 31. Would an ovulation predictor

show positive if I didn't actually release an egg?? My cycles have been on time

and around 28-30 days for the past 6 months. Ok, so I take an over the counter

test and get a BFN. I have a few signs... but am not sure if I am just trying to

fool my body into thinking it's pg. I just don't feel like I am going to start

anytime soon though! I do know that I " KNEW " I was pg with my son for a week

before the urine test came back positive at the doctor's office. I went in 3

times that week! lol Any advice/first hand experience/encouragement with OTC

tests?? LOL If I am just fooling myself into thinking positive I want to get it

over with so I can get on with trying again this month LOL!!!

HELP!

ourkidsmom@...