Hello Quick Question and I need to know if I am normal.

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Hey All:

Thanks for all of your posts. I enjoy reading them it makes me feel

part of a group who understands what I am going through.

First me question. Can you get to much B12? I received an injection of

1cc on Friday but I am still taking the sublingual B12. Is that to

much?

Second. I am feeling so many different feelings right now. I was told

that I would most likely miscarry this baby due to the RNY surgery. My

surgeon actually told me this. Second he mentioned something about an

abortion, but I do not believe in them for myself. I know I would not

be able to live with myself if I ever had an abortion. But then Friday

I had an ultrasound by my OB doctor and we could see the enlarged uterus

but there was nothing in it. Now I have been have quite of bit of pain

in my stomach/side area for about a month to 6 weeks now. (My OB thinks

I am only around 6 weeks pregnant). I have already had a miscarriage

where I lost a set of twins and one of the babies was in my falopian

tube. I am wondering if it is possible I am have another tubal

pregnancy. I prayed this weekend to just let me have a miscarriage to

just get it over with, but now I am feeling terribly guilty for praying

for that. I want this baby, but I don't because I am so very scared

that my health will be in trouble and I won't be a good mother to two

kids. I already have a 2 year old daughter whom I love beyond words. I

hope this makes sense. I feel so alone. I want to talk to my husband

but when I try it is like he doesn't really understand. I don't know am

I normal? I am starting to feel a little depressed because I finally

felt like I was taking steps to getting my life undercontrol and then I

findout I am pregnant. Become happy then be told I will probably lose

the baby anyway. I start my weight loss journey at 360 pounds on June

25th, 2004. I have lost 70 pounds and now I feel like all was for

nothing. Anyway thanks for listening/reading.

Virginia-