Re: Is it time to admit defeat?

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Leigh,

I have not been on this group for a while...but I will tell you what I have told

others in the past and that is God is the ultimate healer..and the great thing

is there is no limits to what he can heal ...I have been havin a hard time with

my son as I believe the old house I moved into is full of mold and lead.and I

have been dealing with regression.

pretty ironic when you consider the fact part of the reason I moved the boonies

is to get away from the pollution of the citys. so I get fustrated and I still

have my screaming episodes (only this time not in my car,I can do it in my back

yard next to cows) and then I pray. ask God to do his will...if it is his will

for my son to be healed then guide me because I want this child healed and we

both deserve good things. then I ask for strength..I have built upsome hard core

body armor so I can ask for strength to get thru the day....but there was a time

I would have to ask God to give me strength to get thru the next five

minutes...and then I would have to ask him to get me thru the next five minutes

aftr that.

there is a book called " he is not autisitc but... "

by tenna merchant this wasnt the greatest biomed book I ever read but it was

the greatest autism book I ever read because she was the person that told me God

can heal anything...I will be 90 years old if I lived that long chasing my son

around with MMS enemas....

we hope....because that is something we all need..

be not discouraged nor dismayed,,be still and know that I am God.

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> > > Our son 8 non verbal and like that feel worn out we are broke and not seen

> > > much progress with 6 years of biomed and everything tried.just joined

> > > facebook MMS group run by kerri Riviera she has had 39 recoveries in 20

> > > months,def worth a shot,maybe look into it. Its so hard to keep hope alive

> > > but I know he is in there so have to keep looking to find the way

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> > > *From: * " Christel Church " <revchristelking@>

> > > *Sender: *mb12valtrex

> > > *Date: *Sun, 8 Apr 2012 18:13:17 -0400

> > > *To: *<mb12valtrex >

> > > *ReplyTo: *mb12valtrex

> > > *Subject: *Re: Is it time to admit defeat?

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> > > I feel the pain in your email and want you to know that at the very least

> > > I am praying for you. good news she is still SHE! you still love her, she

> > > hasn't changed and recovery or not she is still amazing! she still has

> > > hopes and dreams! you job focus now may shift to helping her still

acheieve

> > > those. helping her work on what you CAN change. you can still offer her

as

> > > much health as you can, you can help her avoid triggers for seizers, you

> > > can research what she has and find resources on it, and you can help get

> > > her to drs that are more refinded in her areas to help her be the

> > > healthiest HER! different road then you hoped yes, the end of the road

> > > no! don't EVER give up! its what I love about amy yasko. she is a dr

who

> > > works around gene issue and has found you can turn them off and on and

> > > assist them in functioning like healthy genes even with right nutrition.

> > > you have a step up in that. they may be the new direction to look in and

> > > see if there is something on that road that can help you

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> > >

> > > *From:* schnuppit@

> > > *Sent:* Tuesday, March 20, 2012 4:25 PM

> > > *To:* mb12valtrex

> > > *Subject:* Is it time to admit defeat?

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> > >

> > > As a mother of a 7 year old daughter who has been doing biomedical et al

> > > since 3 and worrying for my child for 7 years I feel like I have come to

> > > the end of the road. I dont want to get out of bed in the morning.

Pathetic

> > > yes but after all this hope and prayer and hard work we have recently

found

> > > out my daughter has a gene duplication 22 blocks speech and motor. We have

> > > have done everything under the sun from naturals...diets all protocols

> > > NIDS, ac chelation, etc etc and we just cant recover her. She is now stuck

> > > in this limbo of not in the completely non- functional world and and not

> > > the typical world and the worst part is she knows it! This is the part

that

> > > kills me. I cant protect from the world. I can't make the kids be friends

> > > with her because her speech is poor and her ability to articulate her

> > > thoughts is so blocked. She asks me everyday when is she going to talk

like

> > > the kids, when will she have friends and I dont want to lie. She also is

> > > excited to grow up and have a family and children of her own and my heart

> > > breaks. She is screwed! And there is not a single thing I can do anymore.

> > >

> > > To make matters worse they have just found on her MRI i malformation which

> > > will give her a 90% chance of getting seizures. The could be huge and they

> > > might not be treatable with meds...we wont know till they happen. I

believe

> > > in prayer but am now not naive enough to know the possibility of fully

> > > recovering my child is pretty slim. How do I live? When I thought i could

> > > heal her I had hope and now that is stolen from us I need to come to

accept

> > > this reality but for some reason I cannot. I am weak and watching her

> > > suffer everyday seems too much for me. I know intellectually I should be

> > > there for her but I don't seem to be able to pull it together.

> > >

> > > I know there are mom's out there with children in the worst possible

> > > conditions and am wondering how you pull it together for child and other

> > > people. I cant even socialize anymore as I am no longer able to fake for

> > > the rest of the people. We do not have other children as we had put our

> > > focus on recovering her thinking we could.

> > >

> > > Leigh

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