Guest guest Posted August 12, 2008 Report Share Posted August 12, 2008 I have no family, no money, no place in the world to call home and I'm dealing with mercury in my brain that takes me from " I can do this " to looking around for places to hang a rope, in nothing flat. Every member of my family is abusive. They keep me on the hook with financial support, I have to cut ties, my bank account is overdrawn. My ebay business is, after 9 years, just about to gounder. Just looking for a job online last night sent me into this deep depression. I can't handle stress. I have nothing to work with here. I have been suffering all my life, I am deep in debt. I made the mistake of sharing the salicylate discovery with my parents and they hit me again and they're not overt. They're passive -- aggressive/abusive/manipulative. They are poison to me. All they do is tell me how much they love me but I can be bleeding out in front of them and they'll walk right over me. I was going to go to this town in MT where I grew up, the only place that remotely feels like home and my parents, starved for narcissistic supply are thinking of moving back there where people know and love them. I can't fight anymore, there is no safety anywhere. No net. Not anywhere. The recession did me in. It's too much. Too much. j. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 12, 2008 Report Share Posted August 12, 2008 It is hard to handle all of this when mercury is screwing with your neurotransmitters. See Andy's suggestions to help you figure out which type of depression you have and what you can try for it: http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/frequent-dose-chelation/message/15287 For the situational factors, talk therapy in some form (individual or group) can be helpful. For suicidality, you can usually find a suicide hotline in your local phone book. In my area it is listed in the " Community Services " section, under " Mental Health and Crisis Intervention " . -- Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 12, 2008 Report Share Posted August 12, 2008 Hang in there Jen. I think gave you some good ideas. Many of us have to put up with family members that don't understand, and it is really hard, but that's when the support of these groups are great. But if you're having a super bad day, then I agree with , find someone to call. And did you say in another post that you were somewhere in northern MN on a lake in a RV? I live in northern MN. Maybe you can email me privately and tell me where you are? Up to you of course.--------Jackie In frequent-dose-chelation Jen wrote: I have no family, no money, no place in the world to call home and I'm dealing with mercury in my brain that takes me from " I can do this " to looking around for places to hang a rope, in nothing flat. Every member of my family is abusive. They keep me on the hook with financial support, I have to cut ties, my bank account is overdrawn. My ebay business is, after 9 years, just about to gounder. Just looking for a job online last night sent me into this deep depression. I can't handle stress. I have nothing to work with here. I have been suffering all my life, I am deep in debt. I made the mistake of sharing the salicylate discovery with my parents and they hit me again and they're not overt. They're passive -- aggressive/abusive/manipulative. They are poison to me. All they do is tell me how much they love me but I can be bleeding out in front of them and they'll walk right over me. I was going to go to this town in MT where I grew up, the only place that remotely feels like home and my parents, starved for narcissistic supply are thinking of moving back there where people know and love them. I can't fight anymore, there is no safety anywhere. No net. Not anywhere. The recession did me in. It's too much. Too much. j. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 12, 2008 Report Share Posted August 12, 2008 I think alot of us have had a time like this so don't think you're alone. There is hope - always. When I've been unemployed (too many times to count - oh yeah, I'm in that boat again!) I take a vacation. Crazy,huh? I don't go anywhere (no money) but I DON'T look for a job, think about a job etc. for a day, or if possible a week. There's no point, really, when I'm that upset. And don't listen to the news about the recession!! Many people do get jobs in a recession. I had one poor friend that couldn't get a job during the boom. Its so random. And the family, you probably nailed it when you said they're poison. They probably are full of poison. When someone in my family has been unbelievably cruel, I realize its the toxins talking. Small comfort but if you're sick, chances are they are too. You're just lucky you figured it out. Val Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 12, 2008 Report Share Posted August 12, 2008 Hello Jen, Hang in there ... Things can get better.. And it amazed me how long I was able to keep living even though I felt like dieing because of my awful health symtoms for such a long time. That lasted 30 years and I made it , so you can too. Our bodies are truly amazing ... their is alot of chance of repair with the right help and support. --- Nice perseptive of you Val.--ie that its the toxins from family talking .Unfortunatley we do not always get the family that we would like and that we need. I too had the big fight over me going to see the psychiatrist for the help that they figured was the only way I was going to return to normal.. It took me many years of self therapy to overome these affects . And dealing with both being ill , plus toxic family is a double workload. I wish Jen that you find coming up with the money you need quickly .. Try not to worry about the smaller things in life like maintaining that hair cut that your friends, and family think you need. Just stick to finding the things that help... What sort of things have you tried and with what results.. ?? DO you have Andys book.?. Do you have a doctor to see?? Or how about a support group with other people who suffer as we do>?? Keep us posted .. and get a good night sleep.. Nanci > > And the family, you probably nailed it when you said they're > poison. They probably are full of poison. When someone in my family > has been unbelievably cruel, I realize its the toxins talking. Small > comfort but if you're sick, chances are they are too. You're just > lucky you figured it out. > > Val > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 12, 2008 Report Share Posted August 12, 2008 Thanks, No they have been tested. Mom had a little lead and chelated that and when I asked if it was hard she had to think about it. Her father was an alcoholic and she is just messed up. Very narcissistic. Father is passive-aggressive/narcissistic, both siblings are N's. There is no refuge anywhere. They are emotionally toxic. Denial. Blame. Shame. When I told her I was suicidal, in my 20's, and afraid that if I got on a fishing boat I would jump off she said " Jump " and hung up on me. My sister too agreed with me once when I called her for support that there is just " too much damage " . She spent ten minutes trying to convince me that suicide was my best option before realizing how sick that was and adding " But I'd cry at your funeral with everyone else. " No refuge. No net. I made the mistake of not walking away from my family early like both my siblings. I have traveled solo to the Sinai, I have laughed through kidney stones. I know how to buck up. I can't take anymore. j. > > > I think alot of us have had a time like this so don't think you're > alone. There is hope - always. When I've been unemployed (too many > times to count - oh yeah, I'm in that boat again!) I take a vacation. > Crazy,huh? I don't go anywhere (no money) but I DON'T look for a job, > think about a job etc. for a day, or if possible a week. There's no > point, really, when I'm that upset. And don't listen to the news > about the recession!! Many people do get jobs in a recession. I had > one poor friend that couldn't get a job during the boom. Its so > random. > > And the family, you probably nailed it when you said they're > poison. They probably are full of poison. When someone in my family > has been unbelievably cruel, I realize its the toxins talking. Small > comfort but if you're sick, chances are they are too. You're just > lucky you figured it out. > > Val > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 12, 2008 Report Share Posted August 12, 2008 Eleven years ago, my mother had me dragged away from my own business by the police. They showed up with their hands on their guns and wouldn't even let me put on shoes. They strapped to me a gurney and rolled me me down the sidewalk at the busiest intersection in town, and, at my sickest, unable to speak above a whisper, I had to talk myself out of a three day involuntary hold. Somehow I did. I hit the road after that, terrified of any vehicle with a light on top for months. I told her I was sick. I was covered in bruises and falling down stairs and running into door frames and borderline narcoleptic. My teeth were so loose I could wiggle them and it was almost impossible to chew. My hands and feet were yellow. My skin hurt. All fillings were out ten years ago. 8 months of chelation done. I've had decades of counseling. Did four years of really hard work, distanced from my family, in my late 30's. Started speaking truth, started protecting myself, cut ties with my sister. 41 now and I made the mistake of reconnecting with my parents this last year. I know what's what, but it doesn't change how toxic they are to me, how their dismissal and blame game affects me. It's like dealing with a couple of addicts. Love love love you, followed by total emotional abandonment. Like being left home alone for three weeks with half a loaf of bread without explanation. There has always been a direct relationship between how healthy I am, and how far away from them I am. I feel like a gutted fish all over again. I can't get off my knees, and am so in debt, I'll be crawling out of this hole, alone, in my rig, until I'm 50. I'm not trying to be dramatic, I just don't see the point of doing this anymore. I was already worn out by high school. I told everyone I was going to just sell coconuts on a beach somewhere. I cut my own hair. There are no friends, there is no family...and I can't remember the last time I worried about a small thing. I have no issurance and trust my own research more than any doctor I've ever found anyway. I made great gains in those ten years, on my own and this year, when I hit the road, it was a perfect storm of a bad economy, high gas prices, savings depleted buying/moving in to my rig. I've climbed enough mtns for the a lifetime. I can't climb another. I know it always gets better, but I also know that it always gets worse again after that. There is no in-between for me. I am ok, or I am suicidal. I've been gutting this crap out for decades and I'm just ready to go to sleep. I have paid my dues. If there was anything to cling to it would be another matter. I'm strong-willed and courageous and resourceful as hell, the person everyone else goes to when they're in crisis, even when I'm on the mat myself, but this is ridiculous. I don't have Andy's book. If this stuff just made me sick, or tired, no problem. What I can't handle is hour after hour of fixating on driving in front of a truck. I tried inositol last week and had the anxiety attack right after that and don't know if that was salicylate withdrawal or the inositol/choline. Support group? Everyone I've ever known has some security somewhere. A friend, a family member, insurance, money in the bank -- parents or kids. And if I had any one of those things, I wouldn't be this hopeless right now. " Courage is the price that life exacts for granting peace. " I've been courageous for 41 years. It's overrated. I'm either in the fight or I'm in trouble. I skip the squeaky wheel part. If I'm squeaking, I'm already spent. Will milk thistle in any way make this depression worse? j. > > > > > And the family, you probably nailed it when you said they're > > poison. They probably are full of poison. When someone in my > family > > has been unbelievably cruel, I realize its the toxins talking. > Small > > comfort but if you're sick, chances are they are too. You're just > > lucky you figured it out. > > > > Val > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 12, 2008 Report Share Posted August 12, 2008 You know, people will support me on line but not in person. I have a counselor personality and every person I'm around quickly comes to see me as someone who can support them, not someone who could use support. Honestly, 90% of the people I meet say to me, within a week of meeting them, " I've never told anyone this but..... " My mother turned me into her personal counselor (and doctor). Both my parents used me as a marriage counselor. People who are much healthier, and financially secure than I am talk my ear off about how stressed out they are, about their spouses, their kids, about how the purchase of their $600,000 house is going to make things tight for awhile. And when I ask for help, when I tell people I'm in crisis, they either don't believe me or they resent me for not being the strong person they need me to be. I could be bleeding out on a public street and people would think twice about calling for help. Everyone sees me as so strong that they think I'm being dramatic when I say I'm in really bad shape. So when you say " support group " it triggers a cynical reaction in me, because I'm always the person doing the supporting. They made me talk to the shrink I'd only seen for 45 minutes -- ever - - that day in the hospital, before they would let me leave (it was her idea to have me dragged away by the police for concluding the medication was making me toxic, and it was) and even SHE was saying " Well, what am *I* supposed to do now, ? " ....What are YOU supposed to do? I just got dragged away from my business by men with guns and threatened with involuntary committment....I'm so sick and so traumatized the only way I can imagine supporting myself after this is by driving to Vegas and selling myself on the street. Are you kidding me???? What are YOU supposed to do? People don't take care of me. I don't know why. They just don't. My sister, when she told me that suicide was my best option six years ago, told me that the only reason she " succeeded " was that she wasn't " burdened by my integrity " . The weak can't help the strong. j. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 13, 2008 Report Share Posted August 13, 2008 Honestly, 90% of the people I meet say to me, within a week > of meeting them, " I've never told anyone this but..... " Huh, that's funny - alot of people always confide in me too. And trying to convince anybody that I don't feel well is usually a waste of time for me too. VAl Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 13, 2008 Report Share Posted August 13, 2008 I'm truly feel for you particularly as the people you expect to help you can seem to be against you please let them know your true feelings if you have'nt done so already maybe they don't realise how devastated you feel especially as it seems they feel you are the strong one. Despair is one of the worst and loneliest feelings you can have but from the replies you have had I hope you realise that there are many of us that care and truly wish that you will get through this and come out more than OK at the other end.  Kenny   Win a MacBook Air or iPod touch with Yahoo!7. http://au.docs.yahoo.com/homepageset Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 13, 2008 Report Share Posted August 13, 2008 I remember someone else having problems with milk thistle. Sorry cannot add any more. Yep there are alot of people out there who run away from the sick.. Look at the generation 100 , yes even my parents generation.. no one would mention to even their " freinds " that they had the big C , cancer.. Sure we have evolved in technology but spiritually we are far behind as far as love goes.. You are not alone Jen... I always try and use my courageous side of myself to dream of the possibilities of helping all the ones who want and need the help . I stuck to exploring the spiritual side of me as my big adventure while being sick.. Life should have some adventures in it.. hang onto your passions Jen..IT can get alot better.. I mean alot. THis is a wonderful healing tool we have come upon, and thanks to the world wide web we can get some help that we need. Nanci > > Honestly, 90% of the people I meet say to me, within a week > > of meeting them, " I've never told anyone this but..... " > > > Huh, that's funny - alot of people always confide in me too. And > trying to convince anybody that I don't feel well is usually a waste > of time for me too. > > VAl > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 13, 2008 Report Share Posted August 13, 2008 exact same here. I think we spend too much of our limited energy trying to 'appear' normal and when we fool the world we are upset when they don't beleive we need help. I'm putting my eggs in the chelation basket for all my issues, if it can resolve any of them, I'll have more resources to work with to live with whatever I have. So onward I go towards the chelation road. Mercury can cause us to see life very distorted so honestly I put a lot less faith anymore in what I 'see' around me, and try to focus on the facts and concentrate on being hopeful about chelation. Meantime I've had to learn to throw off relationships that are too draining or treat me with a lack of respect for my situation. I've learned you can't get help from others by 'giving help'. It does'nt work. It just attracts parasites. Marcia Re: Suicidal again... Honestly, 90% of the people I meet say to me, within a week > of meeting them, " I've never told anyone this but..... " Huh, that's funny - alot of people always confide in me too. And trying to convince anybody that I don't feel well is usually a waste of time for me too. VAl Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 13, 2008 Report Share Posted August 13, 2008 Hi Jen, I'm so sorry to hear how hard this has all been. My family isn't much better than yours, won't have anything to do with me, they want to believe there was never anything wrong with me so they didn't have to care of be of any help, easier to cut me off and throw me away, so I know that part of your pain. In my case life is easier and less painful to let them go (parents long dead, but siblings carry on the family 'attitude' towards me). I wish there was an easy solution but you've come too far to know there is not. You have also come too far and learned too much to give up now! Please keep reading here, learning more about the Cutler chelation methods and others experiences here. I've found more hope on this and the AMC list than all the other medical lists I've been on the last 10 yrs. Keep fighting for your slice of life! Marcia Thanks, No they have been tested. Mom had a little lead and chelated that and when I asked if it was hard she had to think about it. Her father was an alcoholic and she is just messed up. Very narcissistic. Father is passive-aggressive/narcissistic, both siblings are N's. There is no refuge anywhere. They are emotionally toxic. Denial. Blame. Shame. When I told her I was suicidal, in my 20's, and afraid that if I got on a fishing boat I would jump off she said " Jump " and hung up on me. My sister too agreed with me once when I called her for support that there is just " too much damage " . She spent ten minutes trying to convince me that suicide was my best option before realizing how sick that was and adding " But I'd cry at your funeral with everyone else. " No refuge. No net. I made the mistake of not walking away from my family early like both my siblings. I have traveled solo to the Sinai, I have laughed through kidney stones. I know how to buck up. I can't take anymore. j. . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 13, 2008 Report Share Posted August 13, 2008 jen i think you are right in tryng to get to Montana to be around the closest thing to family. I have found that being around critical non supportive people is the worst possible thing for us with fragile emotions, it reinforces and creates more mental anquish... crash on a friends floor if you can and once you have some support, other things will start to fall into place... and no counselling by Jen I know the feeling of wanting to give up but you cannot do that although it does seem like an easier option many times. I found myself about a year ago for a few months being fixated on reading obituaries as a way of validating suicide...seeing people younger than i that were dead from cancer/violence/illnesses was my way of saying well if its my time its my time...but this was the mercury taking over In Ai Andy says something to the effect that no pyscho babbling Fool is going to talk the mercury out of your cells which is what they would need to be doing to cure you I did not want to die but like you was so bone tired of fighting and getting worse with bad, incompetent and outright hurtful dr's and protocols..that it seemed like the best/final choice. Like you, my mind was so messed up i was not thinking straight so I think you have to be able to get this thought through to your inner self. ..ie that this too shall pass....and that these thoughts are from the poison not you..with what you have gone through you are a warrior..just a sick one this group and the protocol got me through the worst of time..i could see that there were many others with suicidal thoughts and reading the book was validating... an " ah ha " moment..in that this is why i want to jump off a bridge I have an extra book on AI and the Hair Tests if you would like, you can have Having a restful sleep and a calm stable environment will I think help immensely... Think of those things that you enjoy, the biking the hiking and repeat...I can/will get better and then there will be " hell to pay " > > You know, people will support me on line but not in person. I have > a counselor personality and every person I'm around quickly comes > to see me as someone who can support them, not someone who could > use support. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 13, 2008 Report Share Posted August 13, 2008 Sorry this is long. My heart goes out to you, my friend. No one understands unless they have been there. I have already prayed for you before completing this message. While I have not gotten to a suicidal point, I have struggled hard with despair and hopelessness, lack of funds, debt, and physical debilitation. After reading your story, I realize my desire to share my struggles w/my mom will end up the same. I imagine her listening non-judgementally, giving the empathetic ear and moral support I need, but I know how her response will be in reality. Just like your mom's. They jump to their own conclusions without knowing the facts. I tell myself, " If they just knew what was wrong . . . " But telling them will make no difference--they just cling to their personal theories. Distancing myself from them has aided my healing, too. It hurts, I know. Reading your story makes me appreciate the few people I am blessed to have on my side. But not family members. You said, " I don't have Andy's book. " My dear, dear friend. Please get it!!! Everything I've ever tried that has worked came from that book!!! I wish I could mail you some supplements or something. If you don't have his book, how do you know which supplements will help you? These supplements are HUGELY important if you take mercury seriously. As I'm sure you must know. Please believe me. My greatest suffering was during the time when I didn't take Andy's supplementation recommendations seriously. Then when I hit rock bottom, I decided to start the essential fatty acids, antioxidants, B-vitamins, magnesium, neurotransmitters, etc, etc., Because I just HAD to start feeling better and thought for once, " Maybe he's right. Maybe I really do need all these supplements. " I have turned around a lot of issues with the supplements. I no longer see them as optional. Want a mood-lifter tip? (I know--what works for one person doesn't always work for everyone, but it's worth a try). Liver. Eating good quality liver just once boosted my mood quite noticeably within 24 hours. I believe it's all the choline that liver contains. And liver's just about the cheapest meat you can buy! Just don't overcook it and add plenty of lemon juice. Lecithin. 5-HTP. Gotu Kola liquid extract. DMAE. Hydrocortisone. Taurine. These are just a few that have helped me and my husband with our personal mercury-induced he__. But everyone's brain is a little different, so that's why getting the book can help you see what works best for you. Andy's supplement descriptions are right on the money, I'm telling you! Do look up that one link someone sent you--the supps for the various different types of depression. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 13, 2008 Report Share Posted August 13, 2008 If you can't afford supplements, eat liver regularly. That's not part of Andy's protocol, that's my adaptation of Andy's protocol. No less frequently than once a week. There are many ways to make liver more palatable. Check out the Weston A Price Foundation's website and read the article " The Liver Files. " Liver has large amounts of all the vitamins and minerals that Andy's protocol says are so important for us mercury-toxic people, but before and during chelation. Look it up, and you'll see I'm right! Plus, the choline (an essential neurotransmitter) in liver boosts the mood along with overalll brain function. Buying liver's cheaper than buying Lecithin (phosphatidylcholine). It's cheaper than just about anything. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 13, 2008 Report Share Posted August 13, 2008 Thanks, . I feel the love. It is much appreciated, even at this point. I have been fine-tuning my supplement intake for many years and find it funny because I look at Andy's recommend list, posted here, and it's almost identical to mine. Both in what he recommends, and the amounts. There are a few things I've either not tried, or tried and didn't notice a difference, but I'm sure there is always something else. Supplements are truly everything. People are horrified by how much I take, but I need them all. I need to look into lecithin again. Selenium makes me feel terrible. Anyone else? I stopped taking it years ago and get some in my garlic supplement. Probably not enough but.... I cannot *bear* liver. I have tried so hard. Can't do it. But you made me think, because I seem to *need* beef on a daily basis. I assumed it's the iron, but maybe there is a choline component. Is there choline in reg. hamburger?? I did look at the link for depression. Mine is seratonin for the most part and I got some inositol/choline but had big anxiety after taking it but think that was the withdrawl from the salicylates so I'll try it again. My parents are a different breed altogether. They believe me, and are supportive and compassionate, then at some point, my mother will snap, something I'm feeling will hit a button and she'll pull the rug out from under me. Suddenly it's all about her and I'm on my own, and my codependent father rarely breaks ranks. She's been that way all my life. It's like living with an addict who loves you to pieces then takes off on a three week bender. It does a real number on the head. Lots of blame and shame, followed by the expectation that she can just sweep it all under the rug without acknowledging anything. We all really enabled her all her life by just letting this happen, over and over. She's basically an alcoholic, minus the alcohol. What makes it hard is that she's so nurturing and supportive and generous when she's not " drunk " . Dad's very passive-aggressive but has managed to apologize for a few things over the years. But as a team, they're just toxic. Oh man, I'm officially sick of talking about myself. Jen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 Jen garlic is sulphur, as is MSM and Bromelain (enzymes). Many of us experience redistribution problems with sulfur. I think it was a heavy sulfur diet which really F'ed me up..lost a lot of weight and increased head/depression problems selenium can also I believe increase T3 or T4, but per AI it also is supposed to render mercury inert (it does not chelate it) > I need to look into lecithin > again. Selenium makes me feel terrible. Anyone else? I stopped > taking it years ago and get some in my garlic supplement. Probably > not enough but.... > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 In frequent-dose-chelation , " Jen " wrote: Given the family/support issues, and the health issues, I cannot cope > with the stress of money issues. That is the pin that holds the whole > thing together. That comes out and the wheels come off. I also know I > can no longer accept occasional financial support from my parents. ====Hi Jen I've been following your posts and I hear you. Thanks for sharing with us. I was once in your boat , and sometimes still. The one thing that I had to realise , was not to accept help , support and love that if it wasn't unconditional, and with good intention. That was a pretty hard lesson. Even now , if I suspect that the intention from the giver isn't pure or there are possibly strings attached, I say thank you, but no thank you. Because that is how I give , unconditional with good intent and no strings attached. It is a very good feeling. It is hard to accept support, that you could gain from in the short term, or when you are in need, and you know it is conditional. Accept to go without and don't accept it. When I joined this group, at a time when I was also in dire need, I felt the unconditionality of all the advice and support given and that from strangers ! This is my suggestion to you to experience this unconditionality, Jen. You don't have Andy's books. said it is a must to have the books as we all know. offered you the books. Please accept them. You know they are offered to you with good intent and unconditional. Please contact to arrange for your no- strings- attached- books :-) I also have not had contact with my family for 20 years and it has not been an easy journey, and very alone. And this accepting and giving only uncondionally is probably my number one survival tip. You cannot change other people ( in your case your family). But when you start declining their conditional help and support , you will make them think. And maybe they will want to change themselves. So I guess, you can change other people after all? :-) Good luck to you Jen and I hope soon you'll be reading your own books. They are priceless. ====Kai wrote: You said, " I don't have Andy's book. " My dear, dear friend. Please get it!!! Everything I've ever tried that has worked came from that book!!! ------------------------------------------------- wrote: > > I have an extra book on AI and the Hair Tests if you would like, you > can have > > > > > ------------------------------------ > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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