RE: Latest on Phil Tuesday Nov.29

[Guest guest]

Narice,

I don't think it's unusual that you feel like you don't even know how to pray

right now. Just rest assured God knows what's in your heart, even if you're

unable to talk to Him right now.

I can understand how torn you must feel knowing how much you don't want to let

go but yet watching Phil suffer so much. Remember that feelings aren't right or

wrong, they just are. All you can do is be there for him and hold on to those

boys for strength. I'm praying for you all.

flipper759@... wrote:

I'm sorry for not writing Phil has been weak the last few days,well Monday

and Tuesday, Sunday he was ok. He vomited blood again yesterday and passed

blood today. It is getting harder for him to stand unsupported.

He slept all night woke about an hour to shower and has slept almost all day.

He just feels lousy

The boys and I are hanging in there but of course it is not easy.

I don't even know how to pray right now. I know what I want but is it really

what is best?

But I'm not ready to let go of him yet. Are we ever really ready?

I guess I want a few good days and I want Christmas but realistically that

is probably selfish of me under the circumstances.

I must keep repeating my priorities if only for myself Trust in God because

as the Bible says

There are but three things that last FAITH HOPE and LOVE

Give your all to these 3 especially love and you will have no regrets.

Everything else is rubish when held up to their light.

For life without these is nothing.

Thanks again for your love and prayers

Narice

[Guest guest]

Narice, I am so sorry that Phil is having some bad days. It is in

God's hands and there is nothing we can do to change that. God knows

what is best for all of us even when we don't see it that way.

Praying so hard for all of you. Love, Ingrid

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> I'm sorry for not writing Phil has been weak the last few

days,well Monday

> and Tuesday, Sunday he was ok. He vomited blood again yesterday

and passed

> blood today. It is getting harder for him to stand unsupported.

> He slept all night woke about an hour to shower and has slept

almost all day.

> He just feels lousy

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> The boys and I are hanging in there but of course it is not easy.

> I don't even know how to pray right now. I know what I want but is

it really

> what is best?

> But I'm not ready to let go of him yet. Are we ever really ready?

> I guess I want a few good days and I want Christmas but

realistically that

> is probably selfish of me under the circumstances.

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> I must keep repeating my priorities if only for myself Trust in

God because

> as the Bible says

> There are but three things that last FAITH HOPE and LOVE

> Give your all to these 3 especially love and you will have no

regrets.

> Everything else is rubish when held up to their light.

> For life without these is nothing.

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> Thanks again for your love and prayers

> Narice

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[Guest guest]

Narice,

I am hanging on your every word because my wife will

have to go through the same thing. This is just a

thought and may be hogwash, but could you ask Phil to

tell you when it's time for him to go. I think he

will know. You can take his word for it and give him

your blessing. He will be waiting for it.

Len

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Narice,

I don't think it's unusual that you feel like you

don't even know how to pray right now. Just rest

assured God knows what's in your heart, even if you're

unable to talk to Him right now.

I can understand how torn you must feel knowing how

much you don't want to let go but yet watching Phil

suffer so much. Remember that feelings aren't right

or wrong, they just are. All you can do is be there

for him and hold on to those boys for strength. I'm

praying for you all.

flipper759@... wrote:

I'm sorry for not writing Phil has been weak the last

few days,well Monday

and Tuesday, Sunday he was ok. He vomited blood again

yesterday and passed

blood today. It is getting harder for him to stand

unsupported.

He slept all night woke about an hour to shower and

has slept almost all day.

He just feels lousy

The boys and I are hanging in there but of course it

is not easy.

I don't even know how to pray right now. I know what I

want but is it really

what is best?

But I'm not ready to let go of him yet. Are we ever

really ready?

I guess I want a few good days and I want Christmas

but realistically that

is probably selfish of me under the circumstances.

I must keep repeating my priorities if only for myself

Trust in God because

as the Bible says

There are but three things that last FAITH HOPE and

LOVE

Give your all to these 3 especially love and you will

have no regrets.

Everything else is rubish when held up to their light.

For life without these is nothing.

Thanks again for your love and prayers

Narice

[Guest guest]

Narice

Sorry that Phil is having problems again. Hard to say it out loud but he

will be getting weaker. I know how hard this is for you. Just hang on to

your trust in the Lord. I pray that Phil can make it through Christmas but

let him tell you when he is ready to go. Throughts and prayers for your

family continuing as you go through this. Hugs and Prayers Jolene

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