Re: OT - how's THIS for a nightmare?

[Guest guest]

Ok I thought really hard before deciding to share this, but here goes.

Right after my first husband and I split *remember the really abusive

one* I had this dream that he and I were at the house, and he had a

friend over. I dreamt that I was this big kinky seductress and I

lured them both into the shower with me. We were all getting it on

in the shower when I took out this big knife and stabbed the friend

all while laughing laughing hysterically and totally being turned on

by it, (almost JUST like the stabbing scene in basic instinct).

I was really freaked out by this dream and thought I had totally lost

my mind. I told my therapist about it at the time, and he said it

was probably just a manifestation of all the violence in my life and

trying to bestow control back to myself.

Maybe you're subconsciously feeling like you're disappointing your

husband or being a not-so-great wife simply because you didn't feel

up to sex? Try to keep in mind that dream was based on what's going

on in your head, not his.

I feel guilty when I'm not in the mood and my hubby is. He's such a

good husband to me, and I feel like I should even when I really don't

want to.

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> This morning, Marc woke up a little playful. I, however, forgot to

take my vioxx yesterday and woke up in so much pain I could barely

move. Soon enough, Marc realized he wasn't getting any and got up to

play with . I went back to sleep and dreamt: lying in bed with

my husband, suddenly a beautiful thin woman came into bed with us,

disrobed, and straddled my husband. I screamed, and he said, 'well,

if you can't, she can...' I said, " I can't watch this! You expect

me to watch another woman have sex with you? " He replied, " well, she

can turn around. " So she did.

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AAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!

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> To tell you the truth, I cried most of the morning.

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> Stupid dreams.

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> Jacquie

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[Guest guest]

> Maybe you're subconsciously feeling like you're disappointing your

> husband or being a not-so-great wife simply because you didn't feel

> up to sex? Try to keep in mind that dream was based on what's going

> on in your head, not his.

Oh, you are absolutely right, . Without a doubt. That was a guilt

dream all the way.

Yours was absolutely terrifying. You must have been SO disturbed until you

talked it out with your therapist!

Dreams can be such nasty things, even when they're telling us something

important. <sigh>

Jacquie

[Guest guest]

Sounds like one that really stuck with you. Sorry. Glad it was just a

dream though.

Sue