Re: Thinking of you all. From Fran

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No I didn't Karima, sad to say I don't have the money to take him right now.

His shots are due too, I can go on the base and get them for free but for

any kind of medical care the money is not there. Jolene

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Thanks Karima.. Jolene

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Thanks Deb, As you can see I am rather behind with replies! As your

husband is usin the computer a bit more does that mean he is feeling

a little better? I hope he has got over some of his discomforts over

the holiday and that some healing is taking place.

I think we all benefit from reading of people's actual experiences

whether or not we have any answers. Somehow knowing that other

people find it tough is helpful even though none of us would wish a

painful experience on anyone. I suppose it makes the whole thing a

bit less lonely.

I feel ignorant too. I want to know what caused Matt's cancer (we

will never know) and I want to know what factors need to change in

order to effect a cure (we are all guessing at that one) so we just

blunder on hoping and wondering if we are doing the right things.

Sometimes that is enough though and it works, that is what I hope

for everyone here.

Happy New Year!

Love and prayers for you and yours,

Fran

> Hi Everyone,

> Sorry that I haven't had much opportunity to post lately. I was

> keeping up with reading until a few days ago and then had 150 to

> read today! Too many things are happening with you all to mention

> quickly lest I forget someone.

>

> Actually I don't forget anyone here and you are all in my thoughts

> at different times of the day and night. Reading though, all the

> many confusions and pains of the physical and emotional effects of

> cancer here. It does sadden me in the one sense but in another i

> feel so glad that if cancer has to exist for now there is this

> source of support. I so admire all those of you who are so

> consistent here in your giving of support but feel ashamed that I

> cannot seem to match it.

>

> Anyway I just wanted to say that I think about and pray for those

of

> you who have lost someone, whether recently or in the past, those

of

> you who are having treatment, those of you who are awaiting

results,

> those of you who are trying to find out just what is going on,

those

> of you awaiting treatments, those of you who feel sad and those of

> you who care for others. I also thank God for your successes and

> celebrate with joy in my heart your acheivements whether they are

> cancer related or not.

>

> Love to you all,

> Fran

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