Latest on Phil Tuesday Nov.29

[Guest guest]

I'm sorry for not writing Phil has been weak the last few days,well Monday

and Tuesday, Sunday he was ok. He vomited blood again yesterday and passed

blood today. It is getting harder for him to stand unsupported.

He slept all night woke about an hour to shower and has slept almost all day.

He just feels lousy

The boys and I are hanging in there but of course it is not easy.

I don't even know how to pray right now. I know what I want but is it really

what is best?

But I'm not ready to let go of him yet. Are we ever really ready?

I guess I want a few good days and I want Christmas but realistically that

is probably selfish of me under the circumstances.

I must keep repeating my priorities if only for myself Trust in God because

as the Bible says

There are but three things that last FAITH HOPE and LOVE

Give your all to these 3 especially love and you will have no regrets.

Everything else is rubish when held up to their light.

For life without these is nothing.

Thanks again for your love and prayers

Narice