OT - how's THIS for a nightmare?

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This morning, Marc woke up a little playful. I, however, forgot to take my

vioxx yesterday and woke up in so much pain I could barely move. Soon enough,

Marc realized he wasn't getting any and got up to play with . I went back

to sleep and dreamt: lying in bed with my husband, suddenly a beautiful thin

woman came into bed with us, disrobed, and straddled my husband. I screamed,

and he said, 'well, if you can't, she can...' I said, " I can't watch this! You

expect me to watch another woman have sex with you? " He replied, " well, she can

turn around. " So she did.

AAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!\

!

To tell you the truth, I cried most of the morning.

Stupid dreams.

Jacquie

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Call me strange, but this is why I love this list. These dreams are both

very cool, full of very poweful symbols and archetypes. Jung would be

pleased. And I am always honored when you guys share the gritty and *real*

aspects of the human/feminine/ASD experience.

Thanks for sharing,

(SAHM in GA)

MSN elizabethloht@...

n 33, mo, no formal dx

Phoebe, 11 wks

Re: OT - how's THIS for a nightmare?

> Ok I thought really hard before deciding to share this, but here goes.

>

> Right after my first husband and I split *remember the really abusive

> one* I had this dream that he and I were at the house, and he had a

> friend over. I dreamt that I was this big kinky seductress and I

> lured them both into the shower with me. We were all getting it on

> in the shower when I took out this big knife and stabbed the friend

> all while laughing laughing hysterically and totally being turned on

> by it, (almost JUST like the stabbing scene in basic instinct).

>

> I was really freaked out by this dream and thought I had totally lost

> my mind. I told my therapist about it at the time, and he said it

> was probably just a manifestation of all the violence in my life and

> trying to bestow control back to myself.

>

> Maybe you're subconsciously feeling like you're disappointing your

> husband or being a not-so-great wife simply because you didn't feel

> up to sex? Try to keep in mind that dream was based on what's going

> on in your head, not his.

>

> I feel guilty when I'm not in the mood and my hubby is. He's such a

> good husband to me, and I feel like I should even when I really don't

> want to.

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> > This morning, Marc woke up a little playful. I, however, forgot to

> take my vioxx yesterday and woke up in so much pain I could barely

> move. Soon enough, Marc realized he wasn't getting any and got up to

> play with . I went back to sleep and dreamt: lying in bed with

> my husband, suddenly a beautiful thin woman came into bed with us,

> disrobed, and straddled my husband. I screamed, and he said, 'well,

> if you can't, she can...' I said, " I can't watch this! You expect

> me to watch another woman have sex with you? " He replied, " well, she

> can turn around. " So she did.

> >

> >

> AAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

> !!!!!!!!!!!

> >

> > To tell you the truth, I cried most of the morning.

> >

> > Stupid dreams.

> >

> > Jacquie

> >

> >

> >