Just really scared

[Guest guest]

I am not usually whiny or feel this way but I need to go back to UCLA Medical

and it just scares the hell out of me. sorry dont mean to offend but I hate

needles and exams and all the stuff they have put me through. had the lung

biopsey with the draining tubes etc...hated it..

I know this is needed but I am so shaky cannot make the call.

any advice would be appreciate. I cannot seem to be myself over this..I know

once I get there I will be my fiesty self its making that step plus my husband

has to take off work and we have to rent a car and drive down to Lost Angels

(yes i ment to spell it that way for its a lost city I feel) and then back.

They charge you ten dollars to park and you have to walk. sorry I am just

worried about using the money..

merry

I count not a day complete till needle, thread and fabric do meet.

2009 will be mighty fine!

Due to recent budget cuts and the rising cost of electricity, gas and oil,

as well as current market conditions, the Light at the End of the Tunnel has

been turned off.

[Guest guest]

honey, Try to relax and realize all these tests and poking is to help you and it doesn't last long. I know it ishard on us but it is just a thanggg. I don't even mind any more. I just say do it and get it over with. Then I come homeand crashhh. Don't be scured.. yes scured.. we are all with you. Love and Prayers, Peggy IPF 2004, FloridaWorry looks around, Sorry looks back, Faith looks up. I am not usually whiny or feel this way but I need to go back to UCLA Medical and it just scares the hell out of me. sorry dont mean to offend but I hate needles and exams and all the stuff they have put me through. had the lung biopsey with the draining tubes etc...hated it.. I know this is needed but I am so shaky cannot make the call. any advice would be appreciate. I cannot seem to be myself over this..I know once I get there I will be my fiesty self its making that step plus my husband has to take off work and we have to rent a car and drive down to Lost Angels (yes i ment to spell it that way for its a lost city I feel) and then back. They charge you ten dollars to park and you have to walk. sorry I am just worried about using the money.. merry I count not a day complete till needle, thread and fabric do meet. 2009 will be mighty fine! Due to recent budget cuts and the rising cost of electricity, gas and oil, as well as current market conditions, the Light at the End of the Tunnel has been turned off.