My sorry little roller coaster ride

[Guest guest]

So sorry to see Joe S leave us. And my heart goes out to all of us.

Monday I had my PET scan, and today I saw Dr. Napoli.

Monday went really faster than normal, and they seemed to be more rushed.

Before the scan, I had done a 1 mile run and drank lots of water. The

technician reprimanded me for running. I snapped back and said not one person

ever said I could not exercise. I told him I did not eat for four hours as

required. Well he yelled back at me and said, " Dont talk anymore, or the

isotopes will settle in your throat.

Wierd.

I am crying now... dont know what the f*ck to do. I have two spots on my liver.

Doc said they are not cysts. I have to be scanned in another month, and the

port will have to stay in.

I was so hoping I could tell my father good news that I was NED. Looks like he

was right. Maybe our medical system sucks. He has been cancer free for over 15

years now, and does everything in Tradeau's book on natural cures. I just bought

the book.

I think I will run and then go get drunk. I feel so depressed now. Not sure

what to do.

Jay

[Guest guest]

Jay,

I'm so sorry you're feeling so bad now. When I first started this journey my

scans showed something on my liver, even though the surgeon had palpated my

liver during resection and said there was nothing there. The second scan the

spots were reported as " consistent with hemangioma, " which is I think more

common in women, but I guess could be present in men too.

Don't despair too much. I know it's easy to do and you deserve to feel sorry

for yourself, we all do it, some more than others. Just take heart and know

there are other possible explanations, and we'll all hope and pray this turns

out to be nothing.

Prayers for you, sweetie.

Jay Debaca wrote:

So sorry to see Joe S leave us. And my heart goes out to all of us.

Monday I had my PET scan, and today I saw Dr. Napoli.

Monday went really faster than normal, and they seemed to be more rushed.

Before the scan, I had done a 1 mile run and drank lots of water. The

technician reprimanded me for running. I snapped back and said not one person

ever said I could not exercise. I told him I did not eat for four hours as

required. Well he yelled back at me and said, " Dont talk anymore, or the

isotopes will settle in your throat.

Wierd.

I am crying now... dont know what the f*ck to do. I have two spots on my liver.

Doc said they are not cysts. I have to be scanned in another month, and the

port will have to stay in.

I was so hoping I could tell my father good news that I was NED. Looks like he

was right. Maybe our medical system sucks. He has been cancer free for over 15

years now, and does everything in Tradeau's book on natural cures. I just bought

the book.

I think I will run and then go get drunk. I feel so depressed now. Not sure

what to do.

Jay

[Guest guest]

((((((((Jay))))))))))))))))))

my heart goes out to ya , but how the heck does he know its not cysts ???? have

you had any biopsies yet?? Praying that the doc is

WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

deb

Jay Debaca wrote:

So sorry to see Joe S leave us. And my heart goes out to all of us.

Monday I had my PET scan, and today I saw Dr. Napoli.

Monday went really faster than normal, and they seemed to be more rushed.

Before the scan, I had done a 1 mile run and drank lots of water. The

technician reprimanded me for running. I snapped back and said not one person

ever said I could not exercise. I told him I did not eat for four hours as

required. Well he yelled back at me and said, " Dont talk anymore, or the

isotopes will settle in your throat.

Wierd.

I am crying now... dont know what the f*ck to do. I have two spots on my liver.

Doc said they are not cysts. I have to be scanned in another month, and the

port will have to stay in.

I was so hoping I could tell my father good news that I was NED. Looks like he

was right. Maybe our medical system sucks. He has been cancer free for over 15

years now, and does everything in Tradeau's book on natural cures. I just bought

the book.

I think I will run and then go get drunk. I feel so depressed now. Not sure

what to do.

Jay

[Guest guest]

Jolene, you are so right about Ingrid... what encouragement! I do listen to

her... In fact I listen to you too! I thank you both for your kind words. I

love it! ... Just a freakin spot! Thanks for the cyber hug! ;-) Jay

Re: My sorry little roller coaster ride

Jay, This is so very sad. Listen to his YOU WILL GET THROUGH

THIS!!!!! This is just another part of the Roller Coaster Ride. It

can be taken care of. Trust in God!!!!!! Love You and I am

Praying!!!! Ingrid

_____

[Guest guest]

Thanks Deb! I guess my emotions just tanked today. Its funny how I came

straight to the computer to my wonderful group of support friends! I suspect

my feelings were bruised when the doc gave me the word. I so expected to tell

everyone that I was ned, hence the extreme disappointment. I just got through

running and am enjoying a quiet house with time to positively reflect. Thanks

for the cyber hug! Jay

Re: My sorry little roller coaster ride

((((((((Jay))))))))))))))))))

my heart goes out to ya , but how the heck does he know its not cysts ????

have you had any biopsies yet?? Praying that the doc is

WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

deb

Jay Debaca wrote:

So sorry to see Joe S leave us. And my heart goes out to all of us.

Monday I had my PET scan, and today I saw Dr. Napoli.

Monday went really faster than normal, and they seemed to be more rushed.

Before the scan, I had done a 1 mile run and drank lots of water. The

technician reprimanded me for running. I snapped back and said not one person

ever said I could not exercise. I told him I did not eat for four hours as

required. Well he yelled back at me and said, " Dont talk anymore, or the

isotopes will settle in your throat.

Wierd.

I am crying now... dont know what the f*ck to do. I have two spots on my

liver. Doc said they are not cysts. I have to be scanned in another month, and

the port will have to stay in.

I was so hoping I could tell my father good news that I was NED. Looks like

he was right. Maybe our medical system sucks. He has been cancer free for over

15 years now, and does everything in Tradeau's book on natural cures. I just

bought the book.

I think I will run and then go get drunk. I feel so depressed now. Not sure

what to do.

Jay

[Guest guest]

Jay, I'm glad you didn't get drunk. Your dear liver needs a break! Take care.

~Deb from KS

Jay Debaca wrote:

Thanks Deb! I guess my emotions just tanked today. Its funny how I came

straight to the computer to my wonderful group of support friends! I suspect

my feelings were bruised when the doc gave me the word. I so expected to tell

everyone that I was ned, hence the extreme disappointment. I just got through

running and am enjoying a quiet house with time to positively reflect. Thanks

for the cyber hug! Jay

Re: My sorry little roller coaster ride

((((((((Jay))))))))))))))))))

my heart goes out to ya , but how the heck does he know its not cysts ????

have you had any biopsies yet?? Praying that the doc is

WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

deb

Jay Debaca wrote:

So sorry to see Joe S leave us. And my heart goes out to all of us.

Monday I had my PET scan, and today I saw Dr. Napoli.

Monday went really faster than normal, and they seemed to be more rushed.

Before the scan, I had done a 1 mile run and drank lots of water. The

technician reprimanded me for running. I snapped back and said not one person

ever said I could not exercise. I told him I did not eat for four hours as

required. Well he yelled back at me and said, " Dont talk anymore, or the

isotopes will settle in your throat.

Wierd.

I am crying now... dont know what the f*ck to do. I have two spots on my

liver. Doc said they are not cysts. I have to be scanned in another month, and

the port will have to stay in.

I was so hoping I could tell my father good news that I was NED. Looks like

he was right. Maybe our medical system sucks. He has been cancer free for over

15 years now, and does everything in Tradeau's book on natural cures. I just

bought the book.

I think I will run and then go get drunk. I feel so depressed now. Not sure

what to do.

Jay

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[Guest guest]

Hello Jay,

I know you've had some time to settle down and others have been able

to help out. I just wanted to send a few items of my own.

I've had 3, maybe 4 PET scans. One showed a lymph node behind my

stomach was lighting up. Another showed a spot in my colon near the

ascending to transverse bend. The lymph node was not a problem and

it never showed up again. I had just had a colonoscopy one month

prior to the PET scan so the colon site was not anything to worry

about. Of course, the PET also found the radiation damage to my

small bowel in the area of the anastamosis. At the time, it was an

unknown and the radiologist assumed that it was leftover radiation

damage. (How true that was!)

I'm not saying that you have cancer or not. I don't know. I don't

think anyone can say at this point. That is my point. I wanted you

to know that there is a very real possibility that there isn't

cancer. We're all going to be praying very hard that the spots in

the liver were an anomaly and not really cancer.

Keep busy and I hope your flight to Sydney is enjoyable!

Miracles happen!

Cliff H.

>

> So sorry to see Joe S leave us. And my heart goes out to all of

us.

>

> Monday I had my PET scan, and today I saw Dr. Napoli.

>

> Monday went really faster than normal, and they seemed to be more

rushed. Before the scan, I had done a 1 mile run and drank lots of

water. The technician reprimanded me for running. I snapped back

and said not one person ever said I could not exercise. I told him

I did not eat for four hours as required. Well he yelled back at me

and said, " Dont talk anymore, or the isotopes will settle in your

throat.

>

> Wierd.

>

> I am crying now... dont know what the f*ck to do. I have two

spots on my liver. Doc said they are not cysts. I have to be

scanned in another month, and the port will have to stay in.

>

> I was so hoping I could tell my father good news that I was NED.

Looks like he was right. Maybe our medical system sucks. He has

been cancer free for over 15 years now, and does everything in

Tradeau's book on natural cures. I just bought the book.

>

> I think I will run and then go get drunk. I feel so depressed

now. Not sure what to do.

>

> Jay

>

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