Re: Latest on Phil Tuesday Nov.29

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((((((((((((((Narice))))))))))))))))) know that we are thinking and praying for

yall

Deb

flipper759@... wrote:

I'm sorry for not writing Phil has been weak the last few days,well Monday

and Tuesday, Sunday he was ok. He vomited blood again yesterday and passed

blood today. It is getting harder for him to stand unsupported.

He slept all night woke about an hour to shower and has slept almost all day.

He just feels lousy

The boys and I are hanging in there but of course it is not easy.

I don't even know how to pray right now. I know what I want but is it really

what is best?

But I'm not ready to let go of him yet. Are we ever really ready?

I guess I want a few good days and I want Christmas but realistically that

is probably selfish of me under the circumstances.

I must keep repeating my priorities if only for myself Trust in God because

as the Bible says

There are but three things that last FAITH HOPE and LOVE

Give your all to these 3 especially love and you will have no regrets.

Everything else is rubish when held up to their light.

For life without these is nothing.

Thanks again for your love and prayers

Narice

[Guest guest]

Dear Narice,

None of your heart's desires here could be called selfish, it sounds

like Phil wants to be there for you too. When we love someone so

much it is so hard to see their suffering and to torment ourselves

with the pain of parting. It probably doesn't help but when my very

dearly loved grandparents died, although I grieved it was

nevertheless true for me that they were and still are there in my

heart. One just never loses that wonderful and loving presence.

Whatever happens trust that you will always have that.

Blessings and prayers for both of you,

Love Fran

PS Your love and care of Phil IS your prayer. Much, much, more than

words.

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> I'm sorry for not writing Phil has been weak the last few

days,well Monday

> and Tuesday, Sunday he was ok. He vomited blood again yesterday

and passed

> blood today. It is getting harder for him to stand unsupported.

> He slept all night woke about an hour to shower and has slept

almost all day.

> He just feels lousy

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> The boys and I are hanging in there but of course it is not easy.

> I don't even know how to pray right now. I know what I want but is

it really

> what is best?

> But I'm not ready to let go of him yet. Are we ever really ready?

> I guess I want a few good days and I want Christmas but

realistically that

> is probably selfish of me under the circumstances.

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> I must keep repeating my priorities if only for myself Trust in

God because

> as the Bible says

> There are but three things that last FAITH HOPE and LOVE

> Give your all to these 3 especially love and you will have no

regrets.

> Everything else is rubish when held up to their light.

> For life without these is nothing.

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> Thanks again for your love and prayers

> Narice

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[Guest guest]

Narice,

I didn't know what to pray for either. I think you are just human.

Just know that thoughts and prayers are with you as that is the both

the least and the most one can do.

Sharon

-- In colon_cancer_support , flipper759@a... wrote:

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> I'm sorry for not writing Phil has been weak the last few

days,well Monday

> and Tuesday, Sunday he was ok. He vomited blood again yesterday

and passed

> blood today. It is getting harder for him to stand unsupported.

> He slept all night woke about an hour to shower and has slept

almost all day.

> He just feels lousy

>

> The boys and I are hanging in there but of course it is not easy.

> I don't even know how to pray right now. I know what I want but is

it really

> what is best?

> But I'm not ready to let go of him yet. Are we ever really ready?

> I guess I want a few good days and I want Christmas but

realistically that

> is probably selfish of me under the circumstances.

>

> I must keep repeating my priorities if only for myself Trust in

God because

> as the Bible says

> There are but three things that last FAITH HOPE and LOVE

> Give your all to these 3 especially love and you will have no

regrets.

> Everything else is rubish when held up to their light.

> For life without these is nothing.

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> Thanks again for your love and prayers

> Narice

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