Re: more blood and sleep/ LYDIA

December 1, 2005

In a message dated 11/24/2005 8:31:59 PM Eastern Standard Time,

milyandtheworld@... writes:Dear Narice and Donelle,

Sometimes, I feel like I want to say so many things, but when I start

writing I have no more words. I want to encourage you, but I feel so helpless.

Sometimes, when I read your e-mails I feel like watching a real time programme.

Two lives that little by little, are fading away. I am so far away from you and

yet your lives enter my house every day. I percieve two women fighting every

day and trying to keep sane. Ocasionally, they seem to be at lost. They let

themselves go and cry in despair. I wish I could do something, but again I

feel of no use.

Being part of this group has taught me so much. It made me much stronger,

tuffer. You two, Narice and Donelle, are my examples. I am learning from you,

how hard it is to say good bye, to the person you love so much. Between me and

my husband, I really don't know, who will go first, but I know it is going to

be an dreadful experience on either one. Knowing that you have to go for

ever, must be so umberable. Knowing that you will never see that person again,

it makes you loose your mind.

Narice and Donelle, I am so sorry, I can only offer you my prayers, so the

two of you will continue to be strong and keep on going.

love,

lydia

Hi Lydia... thanks for your kind heartfelt words. I must tell you, tho,

that I have to believe that I will see Glenn again...I will one day join him,

my

Mom and my nephew, who was like my 4th son, in Heaven. I truly believe

that or I couldn't go on... wouldn't even try!! I couldn't get through this

without the knowledge that God is truly waiting with open arms for Glenn and

all of those who believe and trust. I'm just going to miss him soooo much

until then!!

Lots of hugs and prayers, Donelle

Caregiver to Glenn

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