Re: Re: Parting Words

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I take time for myself. ;0) Just turns out that I dont need much of it.

LMAO!!! I am one of those strange people that thrives in chaos. Yes, I am

a sick sick puppy. But we all know that.

I am happy tonight. I have the kids in bed and asleep and it is 10:00!!!

It's a freaking miracle. I am so greatful to whoever it was that told me

about melatonin. That stuff has been a sanity saver. Some of the kids

never used to sleep!!

I do get away from the kids every so often.

I do have my Usborne business, which I really really really have to do a bit

more with these days. Use it for something besides supporting a book habit.

LOL! Things are really screwed up where works and they are messing

with paychecks and stuff and there is no guarentee that he is going to get

paid what he is supposed to when he is supposed to. We must have the extra

money coming in now. The bright side is I have a show right now that a

teaches aid is doing that is going to go really well I think. It looks like

I have a booth set up for Saturday to get leads from and I I have two large

homeschool events coming up and a huge business expo. Those three things

there are three entire days away from the kids. LOL! I need to get some

homeshows schduealed. Hopefully these events will get me the leads that I

need for them. After the crap that I went through around Christmas with

this I am finally getting excited about it again. Took me long enough.

Honestly, I am so used to doing stuff for the kids and with the kids (you

know, that homeschooling thing) that I don't think I would know what to do

with myself if I had time for myself. I told that there was no way

that I could go to convention for Usborne in June for a few reasons. #1 the

money. It would cost about $500 (yea, I could write it all off on my taxes

for the year but we need that money now), #2 getting the time off to

stay with the kids. Yea, right. With the way that things are going for him

at work right now. #3 I would feal guilty. There is that part of me that

can NOT for any reason leave my family for 4 days. would go nuts. He

doesn't speek Dolphinish (Daltons weird language) or Wormish (Cheyennes

weird language), he has no idea what to do with them in the way of their

school work, ect. He would just loose it. I don't want to return to find

my husband commited to the mental ward. We are talking about taking a

family vacation next year down to Tulsa where I can go to convention. We

will see how that goes.

Ok, done babbling now.

Georga

Re: Re: Parting Words

> > Wish I had a job to go to. Actually the more I think about it, if we

> > are still here, I think I am going to go into the surgical tech

> > program at the college when goes to first grade.

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> Not that it's any of my business, but I would probably consider something

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> little LESS stressful. Although I suppose being a surgical tech would be

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> > Maybe.

> > Depending on what the others are doing and what their needs are. I

> > have my doubts many days. Oh well.

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> Well, you really should do something for YOU every now and then. I have a

> feeling that you, Salli, Sara, Georga (and quite a few others) don't take

> any time for yourselves.

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