Guest guest Posted November 20, 2005 Report Share Posted November 20, 2005 Last Spring I was mediating, praying and wanted to somehow feel positive that the cancer would not come back. My Daddy passed on five years ago November 11 and so when I talk to my Creator, I also talk to Daddy:) I said I wished he could give me a sign so I could pick myself up and go on with life. It was as if Daddy said, " If I sent a blue heron right by your window , would you believe it then? " I kinda chuckled and said, " Yes, I would. " (There is another story of the Blue Heron from my cancer treatment days that explains our connection.) So for the first few weeks, I watched really really closely. Then just quit watching. I had been worrying about this again today and sent a message to my good friends on a support list. I said " Today I had a thought that I'm trying to not dwell on....even if the cancer doesn't come back (please God), my body is so damaged from treatments. I wonder how long a body can survive malnourished, and organs burnt. But where is my faith????? Come here faith!!! " After sending the above message, I wandered into the living room. Keep in mind that it is late November here in the Ozarks, and cold, and blue herons usually go much further south. I sat down on the couch, thinking " Oh, I'm so tired of cooking and cleaning today. " And was still a little blue from my negative thinking. I looked up and guess what...YES!!! A beautiful Blue Heron flew right by my window!!! I can only look up and say " thank you, Father and Daddy. " J <http://www.stores.ebay.com/ozarkscherokeelegacy> -- No virus found in this outgoing message. Checked by AVG Free Edition. Version: 7.1.362 / Virus Database: 267.13.4/175 - Release Date: 11/18/2005 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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