Re: Hi Deanna To

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Dear ,

You can always make me laugh! A drugges animal to be tagged is a

perfect comparison. The difference for me is that my kids don't jump

back anymore. They're used to it. Is that good or bad?

It sounds to me like enzymes would've been backing up, but since

you're taking demoral, maybe that's why you didn't have the

steatorreah? Just a thought. I don't necesarrily have every symptom

when my pancreas is mad.

Now that you're awake, I hope you're feeling 100% better!

Let me know how you're doing.

Big hugs,

Deanna

> Thanks for checking up on me; I truly appreciate that. I was still

> really dopey when I wrote that; but I wanted to check in since

> everybody has been so kind and supportive. I just really woke up

> about an hour ago. Made myself a little breakfast and we'll see

how

> it goes. I am not going any place today. Just going to take it

> easy; cook a nice dinner for everybody. Hopefully the pain will

> improve. I haven't been able to do a thing since the surgery; it

> has only gotten worse. I was better off before; except for that

> whole auto-digestive thing you know. I truly pray that last week

> was not an indication of things to come; I seriously dont think I

> could handle that. The surgeon said that the stent must have

> clogged; but then that would mean enzymes would not have been

> excreted. Right? Well wouldn't I have the same bowell disruption

I

> had prior to all the procedures? ie Steatorrhea? It has been quit

> the contrary; and I'm taking tons of colace to combat the effects

of

> the demerol. I just need to relax and give it time; maybe I should

> just go back on the tranqs. Every time I take one of those I

always

> feel like one of those wild cats that have been shot with a tranq

> gun so some scientist can tag her do some test and release her.

You

> ever notice how they all kind of jump back real fast when they see

> her start to rouse; alsmost tripping over one and other. I feel

> like that sometimes; then my kids jump back; God help us all; its

> wearing off; DAAAADDD; get the gun!

> Love

> Chrissy