Fliss.

[Guest guest]

It is still very hard to sit in one spot with this tube sticking out

right below my sternum. I had no idea how painful they are. But

its easing. I think if I wasn't in pain I would really feel

horrible about not being at work. They all came to see me bringing

baloons and cards and prayer books they all had signed. They took

up a collection and gathered a nice amount to help defray the cost

of going elsewhere. There were a lot of tears. They dont think I

will come back, but I will. Unless that nasty little nurse manager

I have chooses otherwise. She did not even so much as stick her

head in to say hello. She is not a very nice person and often

wonder why she ever chose nursing in the first place.

I do go on and on. Well soon you will be the retired lady flaunting

her latest souvingiers. I haven't been on a plane in over 10 years,

a lot has changed since then. But I dont believe this will be a

huge rush. They have me on the feedings, I beleive, to fatten me up

so to speak; boost my nutritional status, to better handle the

surgery.

Thats great that the codiene helps with your pain, it is realtively

cheap. I cant take it, wish I could its a good drug. Good Lord,

I've got more drugs then I know what to do with. Thats another

thing I will be well rid off all those drugs.

Do you have by a certain date that you need to let them know when

you have taken the lure? That's one decision I envy.

Love

Chrissy