Fliss-- Thanks; but I do go on sooo...***

[Guest guest]

Thats wonderful that your sons will be withya'll for the holiday.

How many children do you have? I didn't know you had grands, how

many? Are they beautiful fair haired redhead like yourself? Thnks

for the info. I have been still struggling with the thought of

whether or not I should tell my siblings or not. I really dread the

idea of having to speak with them, yet I wouldn't want them to have

go through what I have been through, if they had problems that is.

My children have a pretty good idea so I dont worry about them so

much. If I knew for sure that it was HP, it would ease my decision

to let my siblings know. Then again, I really dont know if I could

handle the emotional aspect of being near them. I think I have some

sort of post traumatic stress, if that is possible to get from

people. I still cry when I think of how nasty they were. I dream

about my parents almost every night. I know I must have some guilt

about how things have turned out, and I dont believe it is from how

I handled their estate. I know I did everything as my parents has

wished when I was the executor. I truly believe that love never

ends, it just changes. I do still love them, but they are bad for

my health. I had to quit smoking too....LOL. Well I do so

apologize for going on so. I few weeks back I had posted to Jean my

gr-grandmother's recipe for Sands, the traditional ton

Christmas cookie. They're very easy, I would send you some if I

could. Just a small token from this lill'ole southern belle.

With all my love Fliss,

Chrissy