Guest guest Posted March 2, 2004 Report Share Posted March 2, 2004 : I just wanted to acknowledge your message that you posted this afternoon. I can relate so much to how you feel. When I first was diagnosed I had spent 1 1/2 years not knowing what was wrong with me. I thought it was good to know what was wrong. I was so wrong! And at first I didn't want to follow directions, and didn't stop smoking right away or stop eating fatty foods. Now I feel I'm being punished because I didn't take care of myself when I could have. Now I feel like it's too late. I'm in pain all the time, yet my enzymes nor anything else shows anything except when I get an ERCP, then that doctor is positive that I have cp, and wishes he could help with the pain. My duct seems to become blocked almost as soon as they take the stent out, if not before. Anyway, I didn't want to have a pity party, but it's a very frustrating way to live. I really think sometimes it's more than I can bare. Taking so many drugs, that I have become addicted through no fault of my own other than having to take them to live. So now I have to worry whether I have enough medication or go through withdrawal. Which I've done a couple of time and don't want to go through again. Sometimes I run short a couple of pills, and it makes all the difference between a good day and a terrible day. What has happened to my body??? I think there are few members from Colorado. But through the magic of computers, we are all just a keyboard stroke away. Let me know if you need to talk about anything in particular. I'm at my computer all day. These messages are the best part of my day~ Robin -------------------------------------------------------- This e-mail and any files transmitted with it are confidential and intended solely for the use of the individual or entity to whom they are addressed. If you have received this e-mail in error please notify the system manager: postmaster@... This e-mail and its attachments have been scanned for the presence of computer viruses, however it is always advisable to run a virus check on e-mails and attachments before opening them. -------------------------------------------------------- Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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