DEVASTATED!!!!!!!

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Hi everyone,

Well, I am sitting here about to have a nervous

breakdown. I got ins. approval yesterday. I called

this morning, talked to Barbara and she said Dr. R had

put a note on my file that said I had to wait SIX

MONTHS before I could have surgery because of a drug

called Methotrexate that I had been on for the

treatment of psorasis. Psorasis is caused by anxiety

and nerves. So now, I am supposed to be off of this

for 6 months and wait for this surgery. Boy I can

only imagine what my psorasis will be like by then.

You know, I haven't slept more than 3 hours in over a

week and am very depressed. This is consuming my

life! I am absolutely in tears and so devasted I feel

like my insides just died. I feel so bad physically

and now I am mentally drained. Someone please tell me

what I can do! I just don't understand this because

the doctor who put me on the meds. told me that it

would be out of my system in 3-4 weeks and I have been

off of it for over a month now. Does anyone kn ow if

taking Zoloft or something for my nerves would be bad.

I sure don't want to take anything that will make

this process be delayed anymore than it might be now.

Please pray that something will change this situation

for me...

Dr. R!!!!!! If you read this before you get my

personal email to you.... PLEASE, I am begging on my

painful knees, reconsider!!! What am I supposed to do

until JANUARY????? Live my life? I think that is

impossible. I am a classic obsessive

compulsive....*sob*

Thanks for letting me cry on ya'lls shoulders. I am

absolutely devastated.

Kristi in AL

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