Hard to believe I keep getting sicker

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ONLY 12 DAYS MORE TO GO UNTIL THEY FIX ME. EACH DAY KEEPS GETTING

WORSE. WHEN I GET UP I THINK " HOW CAN I BE SICKER " FINALLY STARTED

ON THE PAIN MEDS, MISSED A WEEK AND 1/2 OF WORK, COULDN'T GET OFF

THE COUCH. SOMEWHAT BETTER SINCE ON PAIN MEDS, CAN GET UP. ALWAYS

FIGHT TAKING PAIN MEDS WHEN I GET SICK. THE WITHDRAWALS ARE AS BAD

AS THE DISEASE IN MY OPINIOM. HAVE A SIX WEEK WINDOW ACCORDING TO

THE REHAB DR. IF NOT OFF OF THEM BY SIX WEEK POINT WILL GO THRU

WITHDRAWALS AGAIN. HOPEFULLY WILL MAKE IT. DID LAST FEBRUARY DURING

LAST EPISODE. TRYING NOT TO EAT/DRINK. KEEPS PAIN/VOMITING/NAUSEA AT

BAY SOMEWHAT. HAD A BOWL OF SOUP LAST NIGHT, IS PROBABLY WHY I FEEL

BAD TODAY. SO WILL TRY AND HOLD OFF TIL THE 21ST. HARD TIME

BREATHING TODAY, REAL SHORT OF BREATH. SORRY, HAD TO VENT. TRY NOT

TO TALK TO FAMILY BECAUSE THEY SPAZ. EVERYDAY I GET THE CALLS, " HOW

ARE YOU FEELING? " HOW THE HECK DO YOU THINK I'AM FEELING. LIKE @#$

%..... I KNOW THEY CARE, I SHOULD BE NICE. TALK TO YOU LATER.

HOPE THIS FINDS ALL OF YOU HAVING A DECENT DAY...

LOVE,

NANCY W

WISCONSIN