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Ok you guys....

I am totally devastated and crying my eyes out. This started yesterday. My

dad is not totally against me having surgery. Back in July when I got

another denial letter from my insurance and was crying my dad, who was here

visiting here with my mom, said that him and my mother would lend me the

money for it if need be but to keep fighting my insurance. Now, even though

my mom is still for me (she goes both ways but supports me cause she knows it

will make me happy) and is still willing to lend me the money, my dad is

telling me I am not doing the right thing, I should wait another year (he

thinks I will change my mind) he doesn't think I try hard enough with

dieting. I have been dieting since I was 12. If I could have lost weight

this way and kept it off, doesn't he realize I would have done it a long time

ago and this wouldn't be an issue? He is still willing to go to NC and be

there for me cause he loves me but he is making this so difficult because he

is actually get mad at me. I was telling him, I have been dieting and

excersing since almost all my life and that he doesn't see my struggle with

this and he hung up on me. I am crying right now so if I am not making sense

please forgive me. I just hate this.

Tania