Henry--earie timing

[Guest guest]

You and I must have been writing post to each other at the same

time. Narcs make be dumb and wordy so dont feel that your post are

too long. Well my supervisor told me when I handed her the paper to

fill out for my fmla prior to my surgery that if I was gone longer

then 12 weeks my position would no longer exist. How's that for

easing the burden of the unwell. Of course I never dreamed I would

be out so long. I truly believed that I would have a 100% cure.

Maybe there is still hope, but I dont think so especially after

tonight. I need to find out if I can take the ultram and the

demerol together, it doesn't say in my drug books. I am very wary

of drugs and fear taking the wrong one at the wrong time. Last week

I took 2mg ativan when I meant to take the ultram, I was still in

pain but didn't care! I haven't had a chance to look up the panc

partners on MUSC web page, I'll try to remember tomorrow. I am very

tired but cant get comfortable, I;ll sit at my desk, sit onthe bed,

lay on one side then the other, no matter where I put my body it

aches. I would give anything to turn back the hands of time, and I

hate what this is doing to my kids, sometimes I think they would be

better off without me. Our timing is a bit earie, must be a

lowcountry thing. Take care and talk soon,

Warmly,

Chrissy