Emotions from little r

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I have been quiet for awhile but reading every post. Since I was

diagnosed with NS about 6 weeks ago it has been a medical waiting

game. The latest thing they want is for me to see a neurosurgeon

about a brain biopsy because of a thick lining around parts of my

brain. Meanwhile I still have times of vertigo problems and the more

I read about NS I wonder about other areas like the redness of my

eyes, the constant ringing in my almost deaf left ear, the swelling of

the ankles and other things. But the main problem I have found is the

change in emotions I feel while learning what I can about NS. The

more I learn the more my emotions run wild not knowing anything sure yet.

I am so thankful for the group and the information you have to share

for which I say thank you so much.

It seem to me if NS is as critical as it is I am getting lost in the

medical end of it with this wait. I am thinking about started to

journal my feelings and would like your advice. Is this something I

should do for my eyes only or do you think and online blog would be

better? I do not think I want to hold all of these emotions inside

much longer.