Re: sorry i am being a baby but i am getting worked up about this thursday ....

[Guest guest]

damaris, be encouraged and best wishes for you as you

venture on your journey.

Pam Marsh

--- damaris wrote:

> when i have the first consult with the fremont

> gatriatic team.....i am

> excited but scared...i have read the binder....i

> guess i feel lonely

> to be going thru this by myself physically---it

> reminds me that my mom

> is not here with me and she was my world and i know

> she would want me

> to be happy and healthy but she is still not

> here...my father would be

> here for me but he is in Texas, my sister is in

> Sacramento but i think

> i would be better off without her here to take care

> of me because i

> know she would get all frustrated...one of my

> dearest friends lives in

> Sacramento and she is a nurse and she would take

> care of me but i

> would have to go to Sacramento with her and i don't

> think the doctor

> would let me after the surgery..i know i have your

> support and that

> you guys are with me in net spirit...thanks for

> listening and i feel

> better just writing it...........damaris

>

>

>

>

>

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[Guest guest]

thanks Pam for the encouragement...dama

>

> > when i have the first consult with the fremont

> > gatriatic team.....i am

> > excited but scared...i have read the binder....i

> > guess i feel lonely

> > to be going thru this by myself physically---it

> > reminds me that my mom

> > is not here with me and she was my world and i know

> > she would want me

> > to be happy and healthy but she is still not

> > here...my father would be

> > here for me but he is in Texas, my sister is in

> > Sacramento but i think

> > i would be better off without her here to take care

> > of me because i

> > know she would get all frustrated...one of my

> > dearest friends lives in

> > Sacramento and she is a nurse and she would take

> > care of me but i

> > would have to go to Sacramento with her and i don't

> > think the doctor

> > would let me after the surgery..i know i have your

> > support and that

> > you guys are with me in net spirit...thanks for

> > listening and i feel

> > better just writing it...........damaris

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

>

>

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