Re: always in a bad mood...

[Guest guest]

Tova,

I'm sorry you're having such a hard time . I am not wired, and I

cannot even imagine what it must be like. Try to eat more - you have

to keep up your weight. Chocolate milk shakes do make you feel better

- even if for a little while.

Hang in there, you're almost there!

Irene.

> Is it just me? I have 1 week to go till I become unwired. I've been

> tied shut a a little over 4 weeks and I have become a bitter, angry

> person. I am in a constant bad mood and all someone has to do is look

> at me funny for my blood to start boiling. I know it's because I'm

> constantly hungry... even when I grind up food and eat it- lots of it-

> I'm still hungry. Plus, every time I do eat something, I automatically

> get a stomach ache, so I don't eat. This morning I weighed 90 lbs.

> which really is too little- I feel weak and mean and yet I still can't

> bring myself to eat. And I am in the WORST mood. ALWAYS. It really

> sucks. Any time anyone says anything to me... no matter what it is...

> it pisses me off. ARGHHH!

>

> Just venting.

>

> Tova

[Guest guest]

Hey Bethanne-

You're right, you were probably more aggravated than I am. I'd go

bonkers if I was in my house all day. I have actually been bombarded

with family functions this month... of all months... Sunday I had to go

to an event where my entire family and extended family were there.

(probably 150 people--- lots of relatives...) Unlike strangers, family

are very comfortable saying " what the heck happened to you? "

I put on a smile until about an hour in, after explaining myself 1,000

times.; Then I went down to the bathroom where I bumped into a cousin

and she was so polite and didn't ask so I just became unglued and told

her how much it sucked and that if she had run into me upstairs I would

not have been such a pill but I was on my last nerve with everyone

upstairs. If I had not vented to her, there would have been Major

Drama.

I just wanna chew something!!!

Tova

>

> OK, Tova,

> I was there too.  Like I have said before, I was wired for 7 weeks,

> and I was a miserable bitch.  My poor hubby and even my mom, who

> bless her, was here to help me with my children, 4 and 2 1/2. 

> Unlike you, I did not even venture out into the public.  I did have

> to go Christmas shopping, that was a NIGHTMARE!!!  Even grocery

> shopping was rough for me.  I could not move my head much at all

> because I was so paranoid about my surgery.  I still hate the way I

> look, 4 months post.  I am not happy with the sinus area that is

> still numb and tingly.  It just plain ol' sucks, and no one can ever

> understand the frustration of it all.  please vent, it is good to do

> so, and I don't feel so bad thinking I was such a horror to my loved

> ones.  just think, my 4 year old daughter kept asking me, " Mommy,

> when are you going to get your kisses back? "   that broke my heart

> which made it tougher.  you are almost there, and believe me, I

> still can't belive I went through it,a nd it does seem like a

> lifetime ago!!! 

> gGood luck!!!

>

> Bethanne

>

>

> > Is it just me? I have 1 week to go till I become unwired. I've

> been

> > tied shut a a little over 4 weeks and I have become a bitter,

> angry

> > person. I am in a constant bad mood and all someone has to do is

> look

> > at me funny for my blood to start boiling. I know it's because I'm

> > constantly hungry... even when I grind up food and eat it- lots of

> it-

> > I'm still hungry. Plus, every time I do eat something, I

> automatically

> > get a stomach ache, so I don't eat. This morning I weighed 90 lbs.

> > which really is too little- I feel weak and mean and yet I still

> can't

> > bring myself to eat. And I am in the WORST mood. ALWAYS. It really

> > sucks. Any time anyone says anything to me... no matter what it

> is... 

> > it pisses me off. ARGHHH!

> >

> > Just venting.

> >

> > Tova

>

>

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>

>

>

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[Guest guest]

Wow, where did you get a chance like that? I would love to see it as

well!

> > Is it just me? I have 1 week to go till I become unwired. I've been

> > tied shut a a little over 4 weeks and I have become a bitter, angry

> > person. I am in a constant bad mood and all someone has to do is

> look

> > at me funny for my blood to start boiling. I know it's because I'm

> > constantly hungry... even when I grind up food and eat it- lots of

> it-

> > I'm still hungry. Plus, every time I do eat something, I

> automatically

> > get a stomach ache, so I don't eat. This morning I weighed 90 lbs.

> > which really is too little- I feel weak and mean and yet I still

> can't

> > bring myself to eat. And I am in the WORST mood. ALWAYS. It really

> > sucks. Any time anyone says anything to me... no matter what it

> is...

> > it pisses me off. ARGHHH!

> >

> > Just venting.

> >

> > Tova

[Guest guest]

Hi a,

Thanks so much! Actually, it DOES make me feel better! I also went to

the surgeon today and two of the women who worked there placed

orders... at least people I can communicate with are giving me the

positive feedback! let me know which you like... I'll put them aside

for you!

When I got my teeth wired,, I gave up coffee for fear of what it would

do to my breath. Today I fell off the wagon. If I can't be in a not bad

mood, at least the coffee will give me fake energy. Plus, with the

coffee breathe, no-one will want to talk to me and somehow that is a

lot more appealing than it was 2 weeks ago. :-)

Best, Tova

>

> Tova,

> Sorry to hear that you are feeling so bad.  I was wired for 4 weeks.

> I wasn't so angry as I was frustrated and hungry.

> Would it help to say that my daughter and I LOVE your purses.  She

> has 2 picked out and I am still deciding which one I want. 

> Feel better, time will go quickly.

> a

>

>

>

> > Is it just me? I have 1 week to go till I become unwired. I've been

> > tied shut a a little over 4 weeks and I have become a bitter, angry

> > person. I am in a constant bad mood and all someone has to do is

> look

> > at me funny for my blood to start boiling. I know it's because I'm

> > constantly hungry... even when I grind up food and eat it- lots of

> it-

> > I'm still hungry. Plus, every time I do eat something, I

> automatically

> > get a stomach ache, so I don't eat. This morning I weighed 90 lbs.

> > which really is too little- I feel weak and mean and yet I still

> can't

> > bring myself to eat. And I am in the WORST mood. ALWAYS. It really

> > sucks. Any time anyone says anything to me... no matter what it

> is... 

> > it pisses me off. ARGHHH!

> >

> > Just venting.

> >

> > Tova

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Yes, Tova, I forgot to mention that I love the bag that's called " Baby

Got Black " - I'm ordering it as soon as I pay off my OS bill .

> > > Is it just me? I have 1 week to go till I become unwired. I've been

> > > tied shut a a little over 4 weeks and I have become a bitter, angry

> > > person. I am in a constant bad mood and all someone has to do is

> > look

> > > at me funny for my blood to start boiling. I know it's because I'm

> > > constantly hungry... even when I grind up food and eat it- lots of

> > it-

> > > I'm still hungry. Plus, every time I do eat something, I

> > automatically

> > > get a stomach ache, so I don't eat. This morning I weighed 90 lbs.

> > > which really is too little- I feel weak and mean and yet I still

> > can't

> > > bring myself to eat. And I am in the WORST mood. ALWAYS. It really

> > > sucks. Any time anyone says anything to me... no matter what it

> > is...

> > > it pisses me off. ARGHHH!

> > >

> > > Just venting.

> > >

> > > Tova

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