Arghhhhh!!!!!

[Guest guest]

Well after spending the night awake in and in excruciating pain, called

my ob/gyn this morning and he got me right in. Told me that from the

time he saw me about three weeks ago until today, my uterus has

increased in size from what he said feeling like the size of a woman who

is 12 weeks pregnant to 15 weeks pregnant. Apparently I don't have

fibroids I have what is called adenomyoses. Instead of having individual

fibroid tumors growing on my uterus, my uterus is increasing in size,

sort of like blowing up a balloon. The cyst on my ovary has gotten

bigger and apparently that was causing all the pain last evening. Was up

until 6 am.

Doc wants to do the partial hysterectomy within the next two weeks, but

told him I couldn't. My son is graduating from grade school and is set

to get three awards for scholastic achievement and I have my class that

will end on the 26th of June. Going to try and schedule me for the week

of 7/7. He said that if the pain gets worse or if I start to hemorrhage,

he can always get me in on an emergency basis. Would rather not do it

that way, but just can't miss my son's graduation. Tim has the

following week off and then he is taking the kids to Lake to go

camping the week of 7/20. I should be well enough to be on my own by

then. Also have very good friends that said they will check in on me and

such.

Just so damn weary right now. Tired of not feeling well, tired of

bleeding all the time, tired of feeling like I'm pregnant.

Thanks for listening. Just trying to adjust to the reaction of my doctor

this morning this morning while he was doing the exam. A month ago, he

felt it wasn't an emergency thing and we could let it go for two months

and obtain a new sonogram. He told me he has never seen this kind of

growth in such a short period of time. Lucky me, I set yet another

record. Wish it could be in a more normal category like long distance

running or yodeling.

Thanks again for being there. Just feeling very weepy right now and had

to write.

Hope everyone else is doing well.

Regina