Re: Re: sorry i am being a baby but i am getting worked up about this thursday ....

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DO IT DAMA!! You go girl, There is a great someone out there who loves you and will help you thru this. She would probably feel sad if you didn't ask her. damaris wrote: thanks .....i love that friend sooo much---she knows me since i was 12 yrs old and i am 33 now......she would do it....she has told me to let her know with plenty of time so she can take the time off from work.....damaris when i have the first consult with the fremont gatriatic team.....i am > excited but scared...i have read the binder....i guess i feel lonely > to be going thru this by myself physically---it reminds me that my mom > is not here with me and she was my world and i know she would want me > to be happy and healthy but she is still not here...my father would

be > here for me but he is in Texas, my sister is in Sacramento but i think > i would be better off without her here to take care of me because i > know she would get all frustrated...one of my dearest friends lives in > Sacramento and she is a nurse and she would take care of me but i > would have to go to Sacramento with her and i don't think the doctor > would let me after the surgery..i know i have your support and that > you guys are with me in net spirit...thanks for listening and i feel > better just writing it...........damaris > > > > > > __________________________________________________ >