Re: Re: robynn....i just read what you sent about the presurgery time and it hit hom

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Thanks for your kind words. We certainly do not want to bury a child, but life is sometimes cruel and we just have to pick ourselves up by whatever means we can. If it was not for my faith, I would have followed him.Yes we do have to find other things to placate us. Honestly I am really looking forward to being more active and getting into working out and all that. Even being able to clean house without having to take breaks every ten mins. It is hard, food doesn't judge us etc, but it is not our friend. Look what it has done to us. Using a Philism, kick it to the curb. Ha!! damaris wrote: my heart breaks for you losing your son...all grieving is awful but we expect our parents to die first---it still sucks but we expect it....losing a son---my God,i can't imagine.....thanks for the support....life does go on and i have to find a way to deal with it instead of food.....hugs,dama yes, i need to always remember that this is the new me--meaning the > new way i feed my body and that it is forever....i need more > counseling on my moms death...it has been six years since she has been > gone and i was 26 yrs old----yeah i was lucky to have had a

wonderful > mother for those 26 yrs...but once she left i was sooo lost that i > turned to food...actually i turned to food while she was > dying.....food was my drug of choice...i need to change my > lifestyle....i overeat when i am alone---people at work can't see how > i put on sooo much wt recently....so the way i need to eat is forever, > vitamins, water and exercise.....i need to do this for me......i am > still young to abuse this great tool.....damaris > > > > > > __________________________________________________ >