Home from sleep study and discouraged

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Hi all,

Last night I had my sleep study. I guess it is good news that I don't have

sleep apnea. I was able to sleep some. The technician said I had issues

with my meds that were probably the reason for the sleep problems.

I know this is not an " official " report.

I am just discouraged. I feel so borderline or medium. Not quite fat

enough, not quite sick enough, not quite functional, not quite

disfunctional, but life is not fun and hasn't been for so long I just

can't remember.

I feel like a lot of my hope was lost with this test. It seems like I will

have to get sicker before I can get the help to get better.

sorry for whining and having a pity party. I obviously haven't slept much

as they get you up at 5:30 am and send you home. Not even one fast food

drive through was open. I would have binged on an egg mcmuffin and ???

ciniminis?

Feeling knocked down and not in any category.

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