Re: robynn....i just read what you sent about the presurgery time and it hit home

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Dama, I still have my Mom, my Dad is in a nursing home very ill. I have been closer to him all my life. He was the one who always prayed for me when I needed him. Anyway, I do know how you feel after having lost someone. My 21 yr old son died in 93 and it is hard, the hardest thing I have ever gone through. Things will never be the same. Normal is different now. I have just had to learn to live without him. It's not fair, but I have realized that life is not fair. I just have to go on and accept the fact that my beautiful, fun-loving son is gone. Some days are better than others. I would reccommend that you find a councellor. It could just simply be a good friend who will let you talk and one who could have empathy for you. I will pray fo someone or the right one to help you. In the meantime, do call your nurse friend to help you. damaris

wrote: yes, i need to always remember that this is the new me--meaning the new way i feed my body and that it is forever....i need more counseling on my moms death...it has been six years since she has been gone and i was 26 yrs old----yeah i was lucky to have had a wonderful mother for those 26 yrs...but once she left i was sooo lost that i turned to food...actually i turned to food while she was dying.....food was my drug of choice...i need to change my lifestyle....i overeat when i am alone---people at work can't see how i put on sooo

much wt recently....so the way i need to eat is forever, vitamins, water and exercise.....i need to do this for me......i am still young to abuse this great tool.....damaris __________________________________________________