Re: another thought for the day as the orientation comes near.........i have been

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thanks donna......i am a good person and deserve the

complements....did you ever go thru the stage that you still see

yourself as big?

every single dress size there

is......from a size 2---when 17 yrs old

> to now a 28.........really i have been every single size.....now i

just

> want to be healthy but the shallow part of me wants to look good

> too...it is a bad feeling when people that have known me thru all

the

> sizes say " you used to be pretty " " what happened? " and the worst

was

> when going to a party and not being asked to dance by exactly the

> same " boys " who used to ask me before and being left feeling like

a

> wallflower......i still had a good time dancing with the girls but

of

> course i couldn't help but notice......not a single guy would ask

me to

> dance......only the skinny girls would get asked......i never

thought i

> was pretty......to myself i thought i was ok looking when got

> madeup.....now i dress with nice clothes because i want to feel

> good....the people that meet me now they think i am attractive but

i

> keep telling them no i am not that i used to be

attractive.......sorry

> so long....something i had to get off my chest...while i still

have one-

> -haha......Damaris

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DamaOh yes this was a big thing for me. Even when I got to 150 pounds I still saw myself as big as I was, I actually didn't start to see the thinner me until I was almost a year out at 138. I now see me as the smaller person and also see that I need plastic. I really need boobs ( I can't believe I lost so much, I use to be big!) and I want arms, legs and tummy tuck. I never thought I would want to do all this, but I want to be complete. If I have to I can live without the legs, but not the rest. Take care. Donna J.damaris wrote: thanks donna......i am a good person and deserve the complements....did you ever go thru the stage that you still see yourself as big? every single dress size there is......from a size 2---when 17 yrs old > to now a 28.........really i have been every single size.....now i just > want to be healthy but the shallow part of me wants to look good > too...it is a bad feeling when people that have known me thru all the > sizes say "you used to be pretty" "what happened?" and the worst was > when going to a party and not being asked to dance by exactly the > same "boys" who used to ask me before and being left feeling like a > wallflower......i still had a good time dancing with the girls but of > course i couldn't help but notice......not a single guy would ask me to > dance......only the skinny girls would get asked......i never thought i > was pretty......to myself i thought i was ok looking when got

> madeup.....now i dress with nice clothes because i want to feel > good....the people that meet me now they think i am attractive but i > keep telling them no i am not that i used to be attractive.......sorry > so long....something i had to get off my chest...while i still have one- > -haha......Damaris > > > > > >

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my personality is that i am a planner---so i know i am going to need

a tummy tuck for sure....thaks sooo much for always

responding....hugs,dama

every single dress size there

> is......from a size 2---when 17 yrs old

> > to now a 28.........really i have been every single

size.....now i

> just

> > want to be healthy but the shallow part of me wants to look

good

> > too...it is a bad feeling when people that have known me thru

all

> the

> > sizes say " you used to be pretty " " what happened? " and the

worst

> was

> > when going to a party and not being asked to dance by exactly

the

> > same " boys " who used to ask me before and being left feeling

like

> a

> > wallflower......i still had a good time dancing with the girls

but

> of

> > course i couldn't help but notice......not a single guy would

ask

> me to

> > dance......only the skinny girls would get asked......i never

> thought i

> > was pretty......to myself i thought i was ok looking when got

> > madeup.....now i dress with nice clothes because i want to feel

> > good....the people that meet me now they think i am attractive

but

> i

> > keep telling them no i am not that i used to be

> attractive.......sorry

> > so long....something i had to get off my chest...while i still

> have one-

> > -haha......Damaris

> >

> >

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