Guest guest Posted July 3, 2003 Report Share Posted July 3, 2003 In response to: " Well, heck, I don't need anyone to do that FOR me; I do it to myself--am constantly scrutinizing and beating me up and tsk-tsking at me for each and every lapse. And I am TERRIFIED at the old behaviors creeping back in. Each day I let go of what I did with new resolve that today's over, and tomorrow I WILL do it good, right, different, whatever. Know what? Tomorrow comes and I screw it all up again. I really hate myself right now. Today 6 lbs up; next month.................12, 20 45?' Carol A I am exactly at the SAME point right now. Every morning, I wake up and I am going to get back on the bandwagon, eat healthy, exercise, " do the right thing " . Works fine until I hit the kitchen and all goes haywire. I am back to the same eating habits as before surgery and feel like I am sliding down a slope and can't get a grip to crawl back up. I KNOW what I need to do; just CAN'T seem to DO it. sigh. H. Open RNY 1/22/01 lost 135 lbs - year one lost 10 lbs - year two working on gaining 20 lbs - year 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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