Guest guest Posted June 30, 2003 Report Share Posted June 30, 2003 I just wanted to comment on this thread. I think that many of us can point to at least some experience(s) with this kind of eating. It is such a frightening thing. One of my best buds is finally getting approval and going through with a gastric bypass in two weeks. She told me that her doctor had recommended a liquid diet to shrink her liver to make it easier to operate. I told her that I wasn't able to do that because my binging was so out of control that I could not put the brakes on for any reason for 6-8 weeks prior to my own surgery. I remember that anxiety of eating everything in sight and just not being able to stop. It makes me ill just thinking of it now. I think two things have contributed to my not eating out of control anymore. THE FIRST THING is that I never diet anymore, so I never have to rebound from deprivation. I don't have that belief that many of the folks on this board believe... and that is... that they can diet or have any control over their weight. I don't... and I don't think I ever did. Before gastric bypass, I thought I had some control because I could diet or starve or whatever and could lose weight. Of course, then the inevitable huge gains came later. But for a while, I thought I could control it. I cannot. So, now I eat like there is no diet that will fix whatever is my perceived problem with my weight. I eat the way I have come to eat. I mostly eat protein first and then a little of this and that. I was only able to truly give up sweets the first 4-5 months I was postop... now I have a bite size candy bar at least once a day, but never more than a couple of times a day. When I am really, really hungry it's a signal to me that I must not have gotten enough protein; and I drink that wonderful chocolate whey stack thing from vitalady. In fact, I pretty much drink one of those a day (at least) since I became ill and am now in recovery mode. The SECOND THING is when I eat... I eat small amounts. Now that sounds simple to say... but I believe that my stomach can be expanded and shrunk to some extent. If I eat a lot, then I come to want to eat a lot. When I eat a little, I get use to eating a little. I really noticed this big time while I was having chemotherapy. I hated the sight, smell, touch of food. I started eating tiny amounts... almost exactly what I was eating when I was first postop. Pretty soon I discovered that I couldn't really comfortably eat more than that tiny amount. It caused me to lose weight again. I am a bit smaller than I want to be, but I am not rushing to change anything because I know that it will come back to me when my body is ready to regulate itself. I have given up believing that I have any control. To recap... I get lots of protein to quash the hunger issues and I eat small amounts to get my body use to only wanting small amounts. I never go hungry... never. I don't eat diet foods. I eat good foods only tiny amounts. just my take on it, Okie (whose hair is starting to sprout upon her bald head... hooray!) from a size 26-28 to size 4 jeans (hard to believe) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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