Pre-admit~son~menu

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Thanks for the ideas on what to eat post-op.

Pre-admit at hospital tonight. Asked oodles of questions. They took

just 3 tubes of blood, but they are going to run 12 different tests

on it all. They did an EKG, blood pressure, tempature, oxygen

saturation, and I think that is it. I ate SO good today so that my

numbers were good. I guess I'll find out. I have to take a

pregnancy test 72 hours before surgery. Of course, that happens to

be the same time my depo shot is due. HA. Next big thing is next

Thursday of next week. As it gets closer, I'm kind of in a grin and

bear it mode. I am NOT going to enjoy the catheter, stuff down my

nose and throat. I know, BIG deal... it's worth the torture.

I don't know if I posted here that my son captioned a picture this

last Friday with the words, I want to kill myself. Of course, his

teacher mildly freaked out and he had to speak with a counselor...

they called me at work.... I silently sobbed in my cubicle.

My son is okay. I honestly think that it was a poor choice of

words. He was frustrated at a girl chasing him. He wanted her to

stop. I asked him why he didn't write that... I am mad or I wish

that she would not chase me.... I guess it seemed too simple. I'm

half terrified to talk to him about it... to bring it up again. He

is not only precious to me because he is my only biological child,

but we share the same birthday. Can you imagine losing my sweet

baby, love of my life, second only to my husband and God? OUCH. I

better stop.

I said goodbye to deli macaroni and chesse tonight and jamba juice.

YIKES. This is so huge.