Guest guest Posted November 14, 2009 Report Share Posted November 14, 2009 I went to deliver some baked goods to a bake sale for one of my groups and had to park in the lower lot. Had to walk up a 2% incline and 2 flights of stairs and couldn't make it up the second flight without assistance. I asked for help retrieving the other baked goods and was given it. I knew I couldn't do it again. It scared me. I don't undestand why I couldn't do it. My 02 was on constant and I still co8uldn't make it. I left feeling scared and frustrated and embarrassed and blue...I think this illness is going to kill me. On my last visit to NJH what they didn't rerun was the test where you ride a bike on an incline...my friend said it is becaus I'm fat and my diaphram can't expand but that is bull shit. Everyone says it is because I amfat. But I have lost 15 pounds. there were fatter people then me going in and out that place. Every one blames it onmy beign fat. I amso sick of that! That is the reason i didn't go to the doctor sooner because I wasw fat. Everyone says it is because i am fat. Screw them! Anyway, I think I am going todie ofbeing fat....I think thefat is going tokill me.Joyce rudy AZ birds Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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