Chrissy

[Guest guest]

My dear Chrissy,

I can't believe they said your pancreas isn't sick enough to

operate. I wonder how sick it has to be? It seems to me like you

went down hill so incredibly fast that they might want to keep a

closer watch. The whole thing about transporting the cells seem

ridiculous to me. But like you said, what if they wait long enough

that you don't have many cells left?

I'm sorry I haven't been here much. Every time I start to feel

better, something else happens. This time it's been cluster

migraines.

If all goes as planned with financial aid, I'll do some on-line

schooling. Something to work toward & help keep my mind off the bad

stuff.

My son's back in jail, which is good b/c I know he's safe, has food,

is warm, & not doing the drugs.

Chrissy, I know you don't feel very strong right now. You have no

idea how much you humble me. Whenever I start feeling sorry for

myself, I think of you. I don't know if I could deal with what

you've had to deal with. Even nursing, I don't love it like you do.

Evey aspect of your life is being tested right now. Just remember,

God is a God of all comfort.

I love you BIG!

Deanna Tubb

New Mexico PAI Rep