to Tammy

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Hi Tammy,

And your Welcome. I'm glad that we were all able to help you this past week

with your disappointing news. Someday I just get on the computer, just to know

I not alone in my daily struggle to be pain free. I guess maybe the old saying

hold true misery loves company. Sometimes it just help to know other people are

going through what you are going through too. It's hard for my friend to

understand what I'm really going through. Most are understanding, but they have

no idea of the daily struggles we all face. My family is very much

understanding. Hear something to make you laugh a little, my mother- in-law(

Who has a great heart and think she is helping me) makes me laugh when she visit

me in the hospital and tell me I don't look bad, when I really feel like death

warm over. One day my daughter was there and she told her I looked and felt

like crap. Later my mother-in-law told my daughter that people when they are in

the hospital want to be told they look good. I guess she must be from the old

school of thinking. But you got to love her, at least she is trying to

understand, even though she is very clueless in what I go though. Maybe I

should complain more. One of my daughter tells me I never complain when I not

feel good and I should learn to say no when I not feeling good instead of trying

to pretend everything is ok. My daughters and husband have learned to read me

now by the way I look, I usually don't say anything to them when I really having

a bad day, they can tell by my face. I think my new medicine is finally

kicking in. I still can eat, but at least I able to drink more liquids today.

I finally go out of the house tonight and this time it wasn't for a doctors apt.

It was for fun. We did make it to the hockey game, but we really should have

stayed home, because this was our first regulations in the last 20 home games.

The last time we lost at home in regulation time was on December 19. We were

going for a new at home win record tonight, but it didn't quite happen. Our all

of team has the best record in the ECHL this season with 100 points. And we

were the first team to make the play-off this year. We are very excited about

that, since we have made the play-off since 98. Well enough boring information

about our hockey team. My husband did go to the game, even I wanted us both to

stay home, but he was freezing through out the game, which is very unusual for

him, as he is always hot and I the freezey one. Now he has the chills. I sure

hope he fills better by tomorrow. Sorry that I seem to just be ramble on and

on.

I really hope you just take it one day at a time and I have heard on this site

and the other CP site I belong too, that all lot of people have had good results

is the MUSC ( I thinks it called, I think it's near ton, SC. All I can

remember right now it's in SC.) Maybe someone from the Carolina's can give you

more information. Check with Heidi, I sure she knows where I mean. I hope you

feel better soon.

Take Care,

Louie in WV