To anyone who wants to read it

[Guest guest]

I would like this to be known to everyone, that I joined this group for the

friends and for the laughs the cries and the up beat moments. I hope that you

dont keep your up beats to yourselves about weddings and things because I love

to hear that things are going great in your lives and to be able to share it

with us, or atleast with me if thats ok. What was said was rude and very

obnoxious but like I said in my last email I cant say sorry for the person who

said it. But dont let it stop you from making the rest of us smile. It is nice

to hear that these great things are happening to the both of you. And to Louie

you asked me how I became so strong through this, honestly I dont know I guess

meeting all of you and knowing Im not alone in this and were all in it together.

I was diagnosed with CP when I was 11 but they think I have had it since I was

7. They did surgery on my pancreas because I had a nodule the size of a marble

and my bile duct didnt flow all the way through my pancreas, so I only have 2

inches left. They dont know why I got CP. But I still get extremely sick, Last

night I ended up in the emergency room again and they hit me with 4 milligrams

of dilauded benadryl and reglan. It ws so horrible my pain was herendess my mom

and dad had to lift me on to the stretcher I couldnt even do it or I probably

would of hit the floor. Well I must go now I hope to talk to you all later. With

all the love I got -